i'm elegance, not arrogance;

http://ivan.youaremighty.com/
that's a really cool thingy, click on it to watch. courtesy of siyi. hah.

alright, just like some of the saturdays i used to have. i slacked it all away. yes, all away, like a big fat pig. woke up for lunch, then chatted on msn. went to sleep again. wake up, watch tv, then chatted on phone. then watch tv again. i'm such a useless bum eh? haha, resting for monday, rest might increase my chances of survival.

ya, should i rest or should i go enjoy my last few days on earth. okok, nono. i believe i won't die. i've been receiving so many positive stuff from my great friends la. but there's this stupid friend who asked me out yesterday because he wanted to see me one last time in case i cannot make it on monday. what an ass. oh ya, laura tan boosted my morale today by saying something really sensible and logical. she said if i were to die so easily, the doctor would discourage me from the surgery. so true isn't it? haha.

last night's not my last hockey training. those who saw me recently would not be the last meeting. i'll wake up on monday and call every single one of you to tell you how nicely my heart is beating! yeah! =)

F*CK LA! i studied real hard for prelims. never this hard before. study really like mad, no joke. its really the kind of studying you would expect from a big fat nerd. guess what? L1R5 a shocking 32. not a joke. this teacher said, school ranking went up recently, paper must go harder. another said i didn't practice enough. i did the whole ten year series! i finished ten years of O level papers. if that is not enough, i don't know what is.

chinese never study get A1 for Os. everything else study, get shit marks. so now what? first three months can sit at home and relax already la. my VJ dream fly away already la. i am super pissed. like i once said, when bad things come, they all come together at one go. people are labelled crazy coz they pay for life threatening activities like bungee jumping or parachuting. i'm not so bad either, paying a huge sum for a surgeon to cut me next monday and put my life at risk. cool eh? ya, adventure and thrill. who wanna join me? anyway, friendly against that australian school again tonight, playing for club this time.

disappointment; weary; frustrated; (a middle finger smiley to be inserted here)

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oh my goodness! just came home from the hospital again. blood tests, x-rays and scans for monday's surgery. my anaesthetist spoke to me today also. she said i will require quite a high dosage. then she began telling me stuff which really bothered me. she said the worst things that can happen is coma or death due to anaesthetics. then i joked to ask if i will see God when i wake up. she didn't say no. she said, hopefully not. gosh, i'm really scared la. i got tons of dreams and aspirations to accomplish la. i simply can't die at such a tender age. how ah? I AM TERRIBLY BOTHERED AND WORRIED. =(

our teacher was about to start a lesson she prepared for us today. head of department for english was really terrible. she came to politely 'steal' the microphone. then she began scolding us a little. she did not return the microphone, she began to start a lesson on her own! the teacher was like so disappointed and sad instead of looking angry la! so poor thing right! i hate the god for english i tell you. so we just ignored her the whole lesson la. terrible. she's The Evil One, click here to read about something i posted regarding her some time ago.

I REALLY CAN'T DIE AT THIS AGE! =(

wahaha. what a fantabulous day! not really la. the weather kinda funny, super hazy and the air quality is kinda bad. is there a big fire somewhere or anything? i was at delta and i smelt it. came home also same. everywhere so hazy. oh ya, the game against the aussie school. played for under-16s. we lost la! oh, they gave me their jersey! whee! friday playing against them again, but for club.

today got this idiot taxi driver again. i always bad taxi drivers. i went into the cab and told him where i was heading. he didn't say okay and didn't even nod his head la! then he was like quiet all the way, didn't say hi or anything. when he reached my destination, he just stick out his hand. i paid and said thank you. i even ask him to keep the 30 cents change. he didn't say anything, just waited for me to get off. is he like dumb? gosh.

just came home from hospital done the checkup, yes, i would require surgery. thursday have to go for blood tests, scans, x-rays and stuff. monday will be the day of the operation. don't really wanna say what isit for. anyway, its at the National Neuroscience Institute at Tan Tock Seng Hospital. they will collapse the lungs first, then cut a small hole on both sides of my ribcage, slightly under the armpits. then they will stick a lil camera in, find a tiny nerve and cut it away. may need to be warded for a night after that. hopefully not.

oh, cool stuff. the surgeon is IVAN Ng. same name as me! i was quite alright about it just now, but now that i'm home, i'm a little worried. there are certain risks. there might be internal bleeding during the surgery and would require the opening up of the chest. but doctor says that he hasn't met such a case before. so i pray i will not be the first. the operation is on monday anyway, i may have a one week mc, or less perhaps. no physical activity for six weeks. well, i hope everything will go really fine. pray for me people. thanks.

C.S.I.|Clarry Berry|Shanny Bunny|Ivy Dummy|

a pic in commemoration of the C.S.I. reunion! haha. oh, i've got mosquite bites and i am scared. my friend told me the other day that they did not have school because one of her schoolmate died of dengue fever! wah, scary la. i don't wanna die so young. i still have many dreams to fufil, many targets to hit. lol. yes, i will one day. =)

today after school went lunch with a few classmates at town. supposed to watch movie coz we had a few buy one get one free ticket coupons. but too bad, timing wasn't good. another day perhaps. haha, today school ended early as mentioned in yesterday's post. also mentioned yesterday, is the holiday i'm having tomorrow! yipee! not really actually. i have to go to hospital remember? hopefully don't need surgery. pray for me! =X

no singapore idol winner pic because the person did not deserve to win. its not like he is no good la, but i have reasons for not wanting hady to win. i'm pretty violent about this and i'm super pissed. some of you should know why i want hady to lose. dammit, its them again this season. disgrace la, i cannot take it. i am boiling really. i..ARGH!

woohoo! just finished watching singapore idol. haha, was supposed to have tickets to the indoor stadium la. but somehow, something cropped up. anyway, i'm rooting for jonathan and i think he did well. he sings with his heart. hady sings for the sake of performing. there'a nother reason why i support jonathan, my buddies should know why, i shouldn't be saying it here. so i hope jonathan wins! =)

tomorrow is science practical day. school is from 9.30am to 1pm! haha, can wake up late and can go home early. no lessons, just slack around in science labs. wahaha. then tuesday no school. but tuesday i gotta go for a checkup to see if i need surgery for something. i shall reveal it some other time. the surgery kinda scary, they need to collapse the lungs first before carrying it out. then, still have to stay 1 or 2 nights after the operation. haha, the last time i was warded in a hospital was perhaps, 3 yrs old i suppose? ya. hopefully i do not need surgery. haha. =P

woohoo. second post of the day. lol, so i slept at 6am after blogging the previous post earlier today. woke up at noon. then went down to delta to be manager for the division 1 guys team. they won CSC 16-1? lesser or more perhaps. not sure also, too many.

i stopped national training for quite some time already because i need time to prepare for the Os. already told the coach. then today he saw me at delta and told me to go for a friendly on wednesday against some australia team. i agreed la. but i feel guilty, coz i didn't train with them for so long but i'm going for game. later people think i show attitude, dont train but wanna play game. who cares anyway. after Os i'll train harder than ever i promise.

oh ya, tried this australian brand of potato chips today. Red Rock Deli, its kinda healthy i suppose. fried with sunflower oil and stuff la. baked chips are healthier though. i tried this really cool flavour. its lime and black pepper! how cool la. its nice. they have many other cool flavours too. so people, go try if you can find it. haha.

oh, that crazy rachel tang just called me to celebrate with me arsenal's goals. haha. funny la she, screaming around like some mad woman. in case you're reading rachel. remember, i know henry as thierry. i call him that coz he and i are close friends. thierry its not for you to call hor. heh. arsenal rocks! =)

phew, just got home. this post is gonne be a lil long but endure coz there are pictures at the end! alright, its way past midnight so i should use the word yesterday. yeap, yesterday leon came to meet me and we went for our makeover. it was not cheap la, but kinda fun experience though.

they put all sorts of stuff on our face, also known as make up. they trimmed our eyebrows and even clipped our eyelashes! wahaha, so gay la. then they made our hair. tons of hair sprays, waxes, hair colour and hair glitter. then they used this cool thingy to clip our hair and sort of heat it. there's smoke also la. a lil like rebonding. then we looked glam and handsome all set to go! btw, i'm always handsome regardless of makeover or not. didn't really like it anyway, made me look like some sissy dog. heh.

so we went to change our glam clothes and booked our mercedes cab to meritus mandarin hotel. haha, all sorts of funny clothes we saw people wearing. the ballroom is super small la, not even fit to be called a ballroom. the dinner was a cheapskate 10 course menu. fellow students put up performances, there were lucky draws, games and entertainment la. i was impressed by my classmate's singing la. didn't know she sings so well. then a slideshow and dance to end. it was kinda sweet. like all grad nights, it was cam whoring all the way la. haha. oh, then they announced the winners of best-dressed male and female. will be revealed in the pics later.

main thing of the night is that CSI has been reunited. Clarry Berry, Shanny Bunny and Ivy Dummy. a pair i once held so close to my heart but drifted away. so many wonderful memories and arguably the best times of my life spent together. i felt so guilty that i talked to them, it was kinda emo and we did our CSI group hug. we used to do retarded stuff together like playing at the airport and cooking together. haha. anyway, now we're back!

Shanny Bunny the chindian and Clarry Berry! our own fondue creation at the middle. heh.

|Clarry Berry|Shanny Bunny|Ivy Dummy|

time for grad night pictures. haha, i lazy to put all, only put some important ones la. sorry people. your picture may not be here, but i love you still! serious! believe me! haha.

part of table 34. best-dressed male in white jacket.(leon) =D

i swear i nv put lipstick. best-dressed female anyway. =P

haha, this girl has a huge problem with chinese language. =P

Clarry Berry! =D

once enemies, now friends! =)

less formal pic. nice effect! nope, don't let your thoughts run wild, she's only my classmate.

i present the best teacher ever. he may have little hair, but his passion and commitment to teaching has definitely impressed me. he is the best teacher ever, i'm saying this although he doesn't teach me anything. it is not bragging or exaggerating but if a school had teachers who are all like him, singapore would then have the best school in the world. yes he is the best.

i'm the only student from her class to get an A1 for chinese Os! wahaha. =D

our dear discipline mistress. like a mother to us. =)

TK Soccer's Golden Generation. the only batch that has made the school soccer team go so far in year 2004. we've written history for TK Soccer.

the graduating class 4G of 2006

last but definitely not least. the super four.

then hung out with classmates after everything was over. we watched movie at the new cine and ate a little. i tell you, don't go watch miami vice. its a stupid and terrible show. firstly, the storyline is as though they took from some secondary 2 composition script. next, it is super gruesome, heads keep getting blasted by super huge bullets and blood spills all over. lastly, alot of sex scenes, that chinese girl pro, can sleep with so many men and so many times. terrible show la. don't even think about watching it please.

alright, bath over, don't look glam anymore. back to my normal life and await for my battle with the big O. good night everyone..i mean, good morning. hah. my secondary school graduation night is over...

whee! today no school again. slacked the whole day away. resting for tomorrow's grad night! wahaha. iron clothes, charge cam battery, polish shoes. haha. today is a boring day, tomorrow night will be super fun i guess? too bad, part of the 'gang' can't join us due to female commitments. haha, let them enjoy their romantic night out la, just don't do the wrong thing and regret for life! =X

oh ya, this weird woman called me today. then i haven't said a thing, she started to rattle to me in a crying tone about her divorce. i didn't want to interupt and i was a lil busybody, so i listened. when she is done, i told her wrong number. she paused for a moment and apologised for calling the wrong number, then she hung up. how cool is that? i experience many weird stuff in my life. ugh. =P

la la la. just came home. haha, today no paper for me, so no school. went to club for gym this morning and ran into harjeet and jack there too. noordin came after that also. then we finished gym, went for lunch and parted ways. oh my goodness, i saw a long long row of BMW 7 series. its for the IMF people, how cool la. then went shopping. bought a shirt and a new stick bag!! yipee!! tmrw no school again. lol, happy ivan.

whee! ladies and gentlemen, the prelims are finally over for me! haha, i feel good about it. studied hard, worked hard, good results yea? haha, now can finally relax abit. ya, only abit coz still got the big Os. haha, this week no more school! next tuesday also no school! tomorrow gonna go on a big shopping spree! then this friday got graduation night! gonna hang out the whole night with the 'gang' after that. haha, i made an appointment at jean yip this friday for a complete makeover! hur hur. handsome boy! =D

oh ya, thank you sylvia tong black black for lending me your curve ruler. on the other hand "thanks" for that interesting post on your blog today. -_-

I AM SUPER HAPPY BECAUSE ARSENAL WON MANCHESTER UNITED LAST NIGHT EVEN WITHOUT THIERRY HENRY! =D

wah, today's paper kinda hard but heck la! tomorrow last day of prelims then friday is grad night already! its gonna be at meritus mandarin hotel. cool right? heh. i've been taking lots of vitamin pills recently, i think its kinda good for me. oh ya, just came home from dinner. i had 2 cups of fruit juice, chicken chop, beef kway teow and chicken rice. yes, i'm feeling hungry today. i'm always hungry when the weather is cold. kinda weird eh? haha. oh, i've been thinking. feelings between a couple more important or compatibility ah? hmm...

nothing much to blog about today la. studied a little, had macs lunch and slacked the whole day away. tomorrow paper is at 2pm so i can sleep late and watch the big game between manchester united and arsenal. haha. my grandmother told me something intereseting today. she told me to get a very very poor girlfriend, coz she feels that poor people are better people. i think its really weird and there's no logic behind it. it depends la, money really doesn't determine anything.

oh ya, i wanna thank all those for giving me respect over the years although i never respected them and 'dont put them in my eyes'(translate to chinese). alright, thats all. bye bye. =P

acquaintance or friend?

alright, let me start with yesterday first. didn't have school coz it was chinese paper, none of my business already. slacked the day away without studying. the rainy weather just didn't fit a studying day. haha, it was pouring the whole day la! then went training at night. came home and watched hockey world cup semis. australia and germany are in the finals! haha, sports on tv is nice! last time us open. then every weekend soccer, then the retarded rachel tang will call me to whine whenever arsenal do badly. lol. =D

today slacked the day away before going to club for padang shield. guys hockey won 13-1! wahaha. then had free dinner and came home only now. whee! my primary school chinese tutor called my mum today! so long never have any contact with her la. then she was so shocked about my A1. haha, i better go visit her sometime. she's really nice. =)

oh ya, before i forget. i'm a little deaf these days. maybe because i've been talking on the phone with this noisy person. how ah? =P

today ended paper at 9.30am! no quarantine and can go home! but the 'gang' and i went to play soccer instead and had lunch together. then it was another bad cab day when i was going home. i told the uncle my preffered route. he said can. then later when he reached my place. he told me, next time take the longer route. the shorter route very hard for drivers like me to cut the lane. i was like thinking, shut the hell up and take the money la. i didn't wanna argue coz he was an old man. -_-

please la, if not enough skill to cut lane, park your taxi in the drain, remove the steering wheel, bring home and hug it to sleep la. even if you really no skill but dare not admit, don't say can when i asked for shorter route la. he's the first driver that complained la. anyway, i'm going for the coaching course and club is sponsoring me. i paid the cheque and settled everything today. end up they told me it was for 18 and above! argh. =(

i was at delta so decided to help coach come secondary school boys from bukit panjang govt. high. very tiring la. then had to rush to ntu after that for friendly game against ntu. street soccer, training and match. i'm dead beat now and i just got home! its the wee hours now! went supper with coaches after the game then took a cab home. expensive la. haha. lucky tomorrow no school coz i cleared chinese for o lvl already! yipee! =D

super tiring day. talking about hockey. i'm really grateful to be under a coach who has been in the olympics twice and was former captain of india's hockey team. how cool is that? lol, alright. can't take it. time to sleep! =P

last night was an exciting match and a little unbelievable. austrailia thrashed new zealand 7-1! wahaha. lots of goals to watch. i'm an admirer of australia's jamie dwyer. simple and effective play. lift the ball, shift and accelerate. superb! haha. =D

okok. this morning woke up at 5am to do last minute studying! it works! i did well today! haha, maybe because paper easy la. lol, its getting better everyday and im happy. but main issue of the day is that i found angelia again when i went carl's jr. today! the one i mentioned some time back. click here to view that post. but i saw her only when i was about to leave and i didn't buy anything from her. so sad right. wahaha, i still remember her sparkling eyes. she's not pretty la, but there's just something special about her. lol. anyway, she's older than me la. heh. =P

suntec city very cool! they have osim's isqueeze all over the mall for the public to use free of charge! wahaha, just because of the imf. leon and i tried today! shiok ah! lol. tmrw pratical paper only, then that's it for the week. next week a few more papers then done! lol, tomorrow super evil. practical ends at 9.15am but they gonna quarantine my shift till noon coz they are afraid that we would leak the question to the later shifts. how stupid and a waste of time. argh!

er yes, its me with my sacred ponytail.

today papers were better than yesterday's i guess. haha, first paper in the morning ended very early. the 'gang' and i had 4 hours to kill so we went to kallang macs to eat and mug a little before coming back to school for the last paper of the day. maths paper was alright la, i expected it to be harder. but still, it wasn't easy. after all the effort i've put in to complete the whole freaking ten year series, i would expect to have a very easy time. but i still stucked, stumbled and even skipped a few questions. dead dead. =(

tomorrow papers i have tons to study for. but there is the big game to watch tonight! new zeland against austrailia in the hockey world cup. watch or study? haha, guess i'll do a little bit of both! alright, time to go rest and recharge for studying later! =D

my friend says i look like kwon sang woo and i feel super honoured! =)

alright, i know all of you want to know how badly i died today. i'm sure you all will be very happy coz i died very badly. it all started in the morning with a bleeding nose. i have not suffered a bleeding nose before in my 16 years on earth. but of all days, the first time happened today.

now, to the paper. i studied very hard as many of you would know. staying up till 5am and stuff. people say just work hard and you will do well. hardwork is not enough, you gotta be sharp as well. when the paper ended just now. i had some discussions with my friend and realise i misinterprated a few questions. what does that mean? simple. death lor! all my hard work gone down the drain lor! F***!

wahaha, yes! i did something retarded at home today. was kinda bored in the morning. so i pulled out my sticks, set it up like the above. then i began doing some drills. first up, it was dribbling towards the sticks and suddenly pull away from it. next, dribble towards the sticks then lift over the first two. the last stick, lift with the reverse. lol, so fun right? alright, when exams are over, i'm gonna do it everyday. soon, i'll be like the best player! wahaha. =P

today watched a lil steve irwin tribute thingy on animal planet. the dead is alive again! okok, only alive on tv, not in real. sad sad. today's mugging was quite productive i would suppose. absorbed quite alot. haha, i'm receiving tons of comments from my friends regarding the picture on yesterday's post. i already said i was gay didn't i? =)

tomorrow's the prelims. i hope i can sail smoothly after all the hardwork i've put in over the past week. i believe i can attain my L1R5 of 6 after all the days, nights and even dawns i've sacrificed. wish me all the best and i shall do the rest...

deodorants, colognes, hair sprays, hair waxes, hair gel, lip balms, facial washes, scrubs, facial masks, facial treatment creams, gels, lotions. i told you people i was gay! i haven't included the body lotions and scrubs yet! this is just part of the collection! =P

does studying late at night till like dawn and stress give a person pimple breakouts? then all the facials and facial masks will go to waste! no! cannot! ya ya, i am gay i know. oh, some food for thought. you all always hear the rich being interviewed. then they will go like, "when i was young, family very poor, so i have to study hard and keep the family alive. i studied hard, that's why i'm successful today." haha, i finally realise why is this so. the terribly poor got no tv, no computer, no games. nothing at all, so they got no choice but to entertain themselves with textbooks. that's why they study hard and do well! must be. must be. hmm...

WHEE! everyone come on! say it with me! WHEE! haha, i'm gonna go mad. last night was a crazy crazy night. firstly, i swear i drank like 50 glasses of water? yes, i visited the toilet a million times also. wahaha. studied social studies, watched the forever exciting US Open and finally this long long midnight chat with this crazy woman who was online till like this morning dunno what time la. coz i left at 5.30am this morning and she was still online! -__-

wahaha, i study till bloody stress already la!! ugh. oh ya, that crazy woman is chung siyi! she is gonna turn into a panda soon, although she's the ultimate survivor. madness. so its was the books and the com. multi-tasking! gosh, so i slept at 5.30am this morning and just woke up. 6 hours of sleep and i still got a whole lot of mugging to do. bless me. =P

woohoo! i'm not insane, that's why i love Ben&Jerry's! haha. woke up a lil late today, so study a lil lesser today. but its alright, i still have the whole night! 11pm to 4am today! extended hours! wahaha. i'm abit mentally unstable and psychotic about studying liao la. but this kinda mental problem is a positive kind. so i don't think the mental institute people will come knocking on my door. ok, time to go rest to have energy to mug mug and yeap, mug! wahaha. =P

Tell me one more time
Why your heart cannot be mine
Look into my eyes and say
That love has gone
And I'll be man enough to walk way
Tell me one more time
Why your dreams cannot be mine
Coz I won't believe it's true
Until I hear it from you

so much memories, reminiscences, past, history and whatever came flashing into my mind again. it happens over and over again. from the beginning till now. it keeps happening. but why am i the one to face it? why am i the one to face it alone? i thought such stuff was long gone. i thought it was all just part of that dark moment in my life last time. then it came again, at the wrongest of times. at the time when i'm so motivated to study hard. is this another one of life's test for me? i don't know. right now, i only know that tonight is gonna be a long long night to pass...

third post of the day! in order to protect your eyes from too much words. its gonna be a picture post regarding a lil history about my 4 years in secondary school! heh. =P

Black: Sec 3, Semester 1
Yellow: Sec 3, Semester 2
Blue: Sec 4, Semester 1
White: Sec 4, Semester 2
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my commitment to the ball, the other 10 men, my pair of legs and the school...

what ideas do you see in this piece of art?

alright, second post of the day! just got home from town. didn't go long, only for an hour or less. haha, i study till too stress, so had to go and take a walk to relax myself. went town to shop and see pretty girls. yes, there were alot of pretty girls! haha. oh ya, i also saw daphne. last season's singapore idol, one of the losers remember? =)

shopping part. the first thing i went to hunt for was the polo shirt i talked about in the previous post. too bad, they didnt have it. they only had other colours but was ugly la. so sad. then i went crumpler. remember the big big crumpler i was saying i wanted to buy but didnt have my favourite lime green? the latest stock is here! wahaha, should i buy or not? i already have millions of bags. haha. ended up buying a black adidas shirt only. how boring. =P

haha, you all must be wondering how i did so much shopping within an hour right? aiya, just window shop less. go straight to shops you want to see. then ah, my house also near near town what. that's why travel time is reduced. moral of the story is..next time buy new house, buy closer to town. wanna travel up down left right of singapore also convenient! back to my books! =D

yawns. good morning! haha, spent the whole of last night watching the forever exciting and thrilling US Open. then the big game at 3am between france and world cup champions italy. remember how france bitterly lost? but they got revenge last night! 2 minutes played and there was a goal already. france won 3-1! azzurri mati! les bleus boleh! wahaha, see that shirt up there? its the shirt of the US Open ball boy. i'm gonna buy it this weekend! that is if i can find it la. lol, alright. as usual, time to mug! yeah! yeah! =)

a joker's life;


just finished reading one of my cousin's blog. he's a fellow joker just like me. so this was roughly what he said there. the life of a joker, we joke and make others happy. we pull them up when they are down, but who will pull us up when we are down? only jokers will understand jokers.

i just realised its so true la, but i'm really glad to have pulled up all those who were down, it gives me a sense of accomplishment.

but its only now that i realise the person who pulled me up when i was down is none other than myself. it was not anyone whom i have once helped pull up before. its sad, but that's the way it works. i don't blame them because in this world, there are people who pull others up and there are people who get pulled up. hard luck, i'm surrounded with people who needs to be pulled up and not people who will pull me up.

woohoo! studies in the wee hours this morning. until like 2.30am? ya, that's the timing when i'm most productive. wahaha, gonna continue mugging today! i can! i can! when you're tired of studying, endure. just keep enduring then you will reach a level where you become numb and studying becomes your hobby. haha, that is what that has turned into me. study hard, then 3am tonight, which is tomorrow morning got a nice soccer match to watch! france vs italy! exact fixture of the world cup final. how exciting eh. yipee! =)

second post of the day! haha, my mugging today didn't last as long as yesterday. but surprisingly, i absorbed more today than yesterday. i think its better to give your 100% in 4 hours than giving your 80% in 8 hours. haha. that's what i feel at least. my friend was really nice, today i studied till i almost died, then an sms of encouragement came suddenly. how cool is that? just when i needed it. haha, i think i'm gonna take a break and then study later around 2am or something. i am somehow more productive in the wee hours. haha, yeah! =)

rise and shine! good morning planet earth! i wake up super early today to start my studying early so that i can cover more today! i'm really becoming nerdy ivan. woohoo, last night my friend said i am a pretty boy, then she said it attracts girls! wahaha, i think that's good eh. last night again watched tennis till i got knocked out. woohoo! alright, time to study, will blog closer to midnight later. bye! bye! =D

poor guy, his family more poor thing la. wife so old and ugly, hard to find new husband. daughter so young, then no more father. only crocodiles will be happy, because this guy will no longer irritate them. anyway, we humans have killed countless sting rays. i myself already eaten hundreds of them. so the sting ray killed one of our people. its still unfair to them what, we still win right. i still haven't eaten the sting ray for revenge yet. soon soon.

} WHERE IS PEIQI I WANT THE NATHAN ! ): so Come and kiss me by the riverside; (: says:
aye, but seriously, i think you have thick facial outlines which is really pretty.

my friend just said that to me in a msn chat moments ago. she went on calling me pretty boy. then said i'm not gay, just girl. i told you people already! i am ivy or isabella, i am girl! argh! happy or sad? dont know...

Mugged the day away.
that's how my hols are gonna be, how sad right?
last night watched tennis till i fell asleep.
i think i'm dying soon. =P

steve irwin the croc hunter was killed. nope, not by a croc, but by a sting ray. its sad. i think he rather get killed by a croc instead. people, go eat sting ray as a form of revenge for him ok. *sobs*

why do people only cherish you after you leave them...

second post of the day. whee, just came back from siglap. had ice cream at hagen dazs before supermarketing at cold storage! wahaha, its so cool to go supermarketing alone. had to stock up on some stuff. what to do? whole family not around. argh. my aunts and cousins came today. so i had free lunch cooked by them.

went swimming in the afternoon just now. there was this couple, i think maybe sec 2 or 3. they were swimming around and behaving intimately. hugging here and there, then kissing once in awhile. terrible sight la, so young only. the worse part is this, i saw the guy humping the girl underwater! i swear! even my auntie and cousins saw it. oh my gosh, super scary la. alright, time to go jogging! =)

my injuries are still bad. haha, at least today my aunties and cousins will be over to accompany me. they are really nice. anyway, i've finished planning my study timetable. i realised that i have lots of time. chinese already A1, so i have only 5 subjects to cope with. but sub divide then its around 7 la. i have lots of time to study la. it ain't so packed and stressful afterall. i have planned a total of 10 full days of studying and half day here and there. there are even days where i can take a break! its manageable la. alright, it will start tomorrow, but today i'll study a little. so people, for the whole september if i neglected any of you, please try to understand. this prelim means alot to me. wish me luck! =D

abandoned kid;

just finished dinner! had a really bad day today, but i think its quite fun also? dunno, i'm contradicting myself. the soccer tournament today. super 4 and a goalkeeper was sent. so its the goalie, the other super 3 and me. haha, we did not too good. but we were the youngest team there la. quite waste of time i would day, wasn't really fun. i am very poor thing, i have injuries and wounds all over now. how sad right.

to make things worse, my they decided not to eat steamboat but go home. so no choice, we took cab home. i can't find dinner, end up have to buy food for myself. what to do? i asked maid not to cook and whole family on holidays. argh, since i cannot go, why don't they stay as well. nvm, they go also better, i can study in peace. haha, tonight got lotsa soccer to watch! yipee! =D

tomorrow onwards is mugging week already. gonna study till my eyes become heavy then i'll stop. i'm gonna get my A1s for every subject, i can do it! yes! yes! haha, i'm injured everywhere and all alone at home. i bathed, when the water hit all my open wounds on my hand, elbow, shin and toe. its terribly painful, not to forget that horrible stinging pain on my ribs and that strain on the ankle, shoulders, neck and thighs. somebody save me. ya, i think i'm kinda poor thing. =(

what the hell. my whole family just abandoned me and went for vacations. haha, can't blame them, its my own choice. i terribly need to stay home to study for the prelims right after the holidays. cool, so i spent the whole day in waste today. i studied only a teeny weeny bit. i wasted this free day. argh, i was practically rotting away and sitting in front of the come sending someone many many songs. bleah.

guess official studying starts on sunday? maybe monday? tomorrow is the last play day i can have before prelims. meeting part of the 'gang' for that soccer tournament at marina bay then steamboat dinner at night. its gonna be fun i think. haha, ya, should be fun. oh, my mum gave me this watch some time back. she told me that if i could find someone to buy it online, i can keep the money. i did a little research on the price of the watch and today i sold it to some guy i found online for $120! he came over to collect from me and gave me the cash. i'm considered happy now. yipee!

i think i'll be going for the level 1 technical coaching course! club will subsidise for me! then i'll become a certified hockey coach! yeah! haha, is 16 too young for a coach? i don't think so. coz i know of someone who started coaching when he was 13. lol, but that was a long time ago. i am excited about it. heh. alrights, time to plan a study timetable. bye bye!