sunshine warming deeply,
all our hidden fears.
soaking up our heartaches,
drying all our tears! =D

THE EVIL ONE

Cause:
it was english lesson in auditorium, ivan raised his hand and requested to go to the toilet politely..he was then disallowed although he explained that he really needed the toilet and was even screamed by the evil one..he couldn't take it and really needed the toilet, so he just walked off..the evil one got him back and told him if he really wanted to go, take his stuff and don't come back again..he really needed the toilet, so he reluctantly left..

Effect:
ivan was filled with hatred, he needed an apology from the evil one to appease himself..all his classmates were supporting him..he decided that an apology was not enough, he wanted the evil one to apologize to him in front of everyone who were in the auditorium..if the evil one did not do so, he would bring this matter up to the MOE..the evil one will then ruin the school's reputation and even lose her job..

After school...
the evil one turned more evil..she met ivan for a talk..instead of apologizing..she said that ivan was rude to have raised his hand to ask to go to the toilet..what is this bitch thinking? if raising hand is rude, then what is not?!?!? absurd..instead of admitting her mistake, she pushed the blame on him..ivan then told her how he felt in a calm manner..she did not except his explanation..she even told ivan that his face did not seem that he really need the toilet..what the hell!! fine then, next time he shall act a constipated face for her..ivan asked her to keep quiet and say that the conversation should end, because he will never admit his mistake, or rather, he has no mistake..she was totally absurd..she then rushed off to do some stuff..

Minutes later...
she came back to ivan, this time talking in a different tone..she was telling him about all her stress and stuff she has to do..ivan just listen to her crap..and in the end, she apologized (ivan wins!)..ivan actually wanted her to apologize to him in front of everyone..but he decided to let the matter rest..maybe she was afraid of ivan bringing the issue to the MOE...

its hard to believe that a teacher, a Head of Department would disallow a student to go to the toilet and even shout at him..maybe she PMS..ivan is terribly disappointed by what had happened..luckily he went to the toilet, or he would have wet his pants..people..go to the toilet no matter what if you really need it..keeping urine has adverse effects on the bladder...anyway, IT FEELS GREAT TO HEAR A TEACHER APOLOGIZING TO YOU!!! =p

where's the someone when i needed one?

today i realize that although i have many friends, i have no one when i really needed someone..anyway, the singapore plastic two dollar notes are really great! some sauce was smeared on it today, and guess what, without worries, i washed it under a running tap..plastic is amazing and convenient. its the same isnt it, when some vain girl goes for plastic surgery on her nose or smth and don't have to worry about her nose falling off when she bathes! okok..that example its quite redundant..but anyway i think our ex president yusoff ishak has not taken a bath for a long time..by washing my note under the tap, i gave him a facial treatment! he must be so dam happy, if he really is, bless me to be the next president yea..i wanna follow his footsteps, except without that horrible lil sick moustache he has..haha..police wont catch me for that right? for my dear foreign viewers, here's a picture of the note...


not bad eh, cute malay guy..hehe

okok im gonna attempt to cook my own lunch now, will upload a websniff for my blog..so that you all can smell what i've cooked once you read this post..haha, just kidding!

P.S: this message is for pure idiots, things like websniff do not exist -_-

i feel so sad, i can't trust love anymore ::

made a new friend yesterday, tessa ong...some crazy, wacky and hyper active person..knew her through pam..they two can really drive someone nuts..anyway, today leon did not come to school today, felt like something was missing..haha..it was raining whole day, great weather that makes me fall asleep in class..i also found out that egg tarts ain't that bad after all, it's quite good actually..alright, this saturday i'm gonna go hunt for a fish bigger than the 15kg one my friend caught the other day..and of course crabbing..pray i get good harvest yea..haha..fishing rocks!

platonic relationship;

today is family day! went supermarketing..haha..it was quite fun i guess..i think i had ruined a friendship that i took quite some time to build it up till so strong..quite affected by it..but anyway, so horrible, school again tomorrow..can die..anyone got comments to share with me about platonic relationships? do slam it on my tag board yea..thanks!

i typed the truth;

fever, sore throat and flu is plaguing me..i feel so dead..

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a day haunted by flu virus;

today was a busy day..haha..in sch, chinese lessons..some idiots went to play basketball instead..end up let mr tan kee hoe the pervert torture..he take cane and poke their *****..wahaha..dam funny..anyway today aft sch i got home, bathe and packed my hockey stuff..and out i go again..i went to watch B Div boys and girls hockey finals..SAINT NICHOLAS GIRLS' WON!! gong xi! gong xi! haha..penalties..dam exciting..then rushed to training..now i'm finally home..super tired..tomorrow still have geog lessons 7.30am..and im suffering from Palmer Hyperhidrosis..im sad about that..wan hold hand, wan shake hand also abit hard..its a life affecting crap..lucky my condition is a mild one..i've been tolerating it for years..it makes me feel less confident and disgusted can..basket =(

just back from wedding dinner..went there on thursday, came home on a friday..yea coz its past midnight..yesterday i skipped school due to the previous day's intensive activities which got my whole body aching..read previous post..shldnt have skipped..i broken my record for bein in school everyday since i stepped into TK..that was the first time im absent..im super tired..time to sleep -_-

its drawing closer..

today is a big day, TK 50th Anniversary Games Day!!! school ended a little earlier..netball and volleyball is what i'm involved in..this year, we are out to defend our title as volleyball champions last year..played 4 games and won all 4!! winning, thats what champions do..but for big time champions like us, winning is not enough..all four matches were won by thrashing scorelines!! all thanks to Ben for his consecutive wonder serves..i nickname him, 'the finisher'. we are through to the finals on the actual 50th anniversary day..its kinda boring to own the whole competition..so netball was the key highlight although we were only second placed..we played really well as beginners..only 3 guys were in the team. Leon, Yu Quan and me. we did our 'no-look pass', '360 spins on the run', 'sleek speed of light passes' and of course our flying dragon tactics. the flying dragon thingy is a lil secret. Leon was GD, and did his 'Air Jordan Interceptions'. Yu Quan playing as C did his 'Cross-Court Passes'. GA was me, i did my 'Lightning Fakes' collaborated with 'Lightning Bursts of Speed'. ivaninho.blogspot.com Play of the Day was a cross court pass by yu quan, i received the ball in the air and sent a lob pass over the opponents GK for my GS to score..^5 quanzie!! netball, a great game. fast and furious..woohoo! anyway main focus now is volleyball finals, i bet we're just gonna breeze through it..unbeatable is the word to describe us..if you would like to add some french flavour..just call us Les Immortals...

this season, we have a special situation for the awards for the best fan. this year, we have a joint winner for the awards. each of them will get a bottle of 100 plus each which can be claimed in school from me. i am very thankful to this two special people who have been supporting my blog whole heartedly. although they have never tagged on the tag board, but they have always been there. they are people who gave me comments and discuss about my blog. without them, ivaninho.blogspot.com would not be what it is today..as a spokesperson for this blog, i am pleased to announce that we have hit a record high of an average of 260 visitors per month. please clap! thanks. i also want to thank all those who have been visiting this blog regularly, the record would not have been possible without all of you. i hope all of you will continue to show your support for ivaninho.blogspot.com. i represent my organisation to give a big thank you to all of you. and now for the moment everyone have been waiting for. ivaninho.blogspot.com Fan of the Season 05/06 goes to the joint winners, Ko Yu Quan and Ben See Zheng Heng. congratulations, you won a bottle of 100 plus each. thank you for your enthusiastic support in this blog. as our motto goes, "cool people are reading it". ivaninho.blogspot.com. read it, be cool!

yayness! haha..the geog test i studied till 1am has proven the saying of reaping what you sow!! i got 21/25!! highest in class!! wahaha, isit highest in level? hi yu quan, hi ben, hi leon, i wan arrogant you all!! =P anyway today weather in school very nice to sleep, i keep dozing off..today ah huat very scary..scold the whole class with words like ASS and SHIT..and he abit berserk, do bad things in class, he purposely praise us..crazy guy..PMS King..and rachel bok! can i have campus superstar the Clara number? she got kicked out, i need to console her..i so kind...haha kidding!! =P

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know, dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away!!! =P

WAD THE F**K!!!! (as i have readers of various ages, censorship is necessary) first day of school and my teacher awarded me with a jackpot! he sent me to the school barber!! no warning, first day and the barbers are waiting there with a grin on their face as they are gonna earn lots of money. i tried escaping, i got caught. i paid the $10 and escaped again. yes, i got caught again. there i was, feeling depressed, i sat on that cheapskate plastic chair and sweated profusely. the uncle gave me an evil smile with a shaver on his right and a comb on the left. even before i told him what i wanted to cut, he had already shaved off a lump of hair. what the hell, i keep telling him abit abit, he just said ok ok. end up he got it wrong, i meant cut off abit, instead he cut until left abit!!! wat the hell!!! so after school, i made a run to a nearby hairdresser. the hairdresser(saviour) asked, "yes?". i simply replied, "save my hair please?". she did a lil cutting, trimming and combing. a hair wash. it became shorter but at least nicer..gosh i hate my evil school. my dad came back from china yesterday, he bought me a webcam which costs only $10!! its the price of my horror haircut -_- as expected, the cam did not work, but it looks really cool and can be a decorative thingy for my com..haha..cant expect me to fly to china and kick the shit out of the person rite? well, now adapting to live with my 'beautiful' hair..at least my frends still love me..haha =D

*sorry if the post is a lil bloody coz its a bloody day =(

AHHHHHH! school starts tmrw!! somebody please tell me its not true!! ya ya u are rite pam lets run away together!! i dont want teachers, i dont want lessons!! but i want recess and frends..haha..i just realized i never study a single bit during this holidays and all my homework is not done..sec 4 is an important year but i'm choosing to slack on this year..holidays have been quite fufilling so far although i didn't go out much..today woke up near lunch time..ate a packet of rice and a packet of noodles! yesterday's lunch i ate chicken chop and a pack of noodles! my appetite has been big recently..hopefully it wont result me adding a few kgs to myself..haha..then spent the whole afternoon watching finish my DVDs and an evening nap..now i'm munching on some pizza for dinner..weekends sucks, coz i can't get home cooked food..haha..tomorrow school starts..no use bein sad abt it, its gonna happen anyway, why not face it with a smile..face it ivan..face it......

woke up late today..then watched DVDs the whole day..then went for match..so tiring..my day just passed away like that..i sometimes feel that i should study more rather than idle my time away everyday just like that..anyway the thought of monday when school starts is causing depression for me..haha..i learnt something today, never give up at the critical moment. when is the critical moment? its when you are about to give up! hmm, maybe later someone without a driving license will pick me up for a spin..without license, but great driver! haha =P

RUN! RUN! RUN! TRAIN! TRAIN! TRAIN! TIRED! TIRED! TIRED! that sums up an explanation regarding why i'm so tired today..anyway today watched DORM..stupid movie..not a horror show..its more about friendship, its touching..wats more amazing is that the whole cinema has no more than 8 people..moreover its at shaw tower, theatre Prince 1..the freaking big theatre..haha..just came back from training moments ago..super tired..but i'm gonna continue my DVD marathon till dawn!!! =D

im leaving home soon..for my long distance jog..dont know the exact distance..but the route im taking shld be about 8 to 10km..gonna kill myself..and then im going straight to gym after that..come home, wash up and go out with a long lost friend..this outing is a crazy one..we sweeping the whole of singapore..acting like tourists..followed by hockey training tonight..today might be the day i die..hahaha..adios!

just came back frm my always so fun chinese lessons, later still have frendly with RJC again..was really tired this morning..last night had a lil situation..but aft one whole night..everything's fine again! to celebrate everything being fine again, i would like to take this opportunity to post about a special friend of mine! we have never met or even speak on the phone before except chatting online. we had reli tons to talk about and we can spend hours chatting about anything under the sun! both our schools are neighbours..the only time i seen her in real was at her netball finals. that's all. she's reli fun to chat with and a great listening ear. we share problems and help each other. indeed a true friend. i do cherish this friendship and treasure her as my great friend! such a great friend that even her name was included into my lil booklet of secrets! well, hopefully this friendship goes forever! yes, Pamela Tan Huan Ni, its you! thanks for everything. that lil tiff is not gonna harm our frendship, instead it helped me to know you better. your attitude rocks! thanks for being such a great friend and being there when i needed someone! <3

this morning when my mum sent me for school for cheena lessons..i realised that my parents are really nice, they never fail to send me to anywhere i need to go even how out of way or far it is..ah, enough of such mushy stuff..i stepped into class with everyone staring at me..i brought nothing except my mp3, wallet and handphone..and i realised i was half an hour late..bloody yu quan tell me 8.30a start, end up start at 8 and he never even bother to inform me..to make things worse..he came at 8 and not 8.30..lucky my teacher kind..leon and i got caught for smsing a few times but she let us off..she also slacker one la..cheena lessons as usual, fun and slacking..haha..played street soccer and got a really nasty tackle on my shin..there's nothing much i could do, too painful, no energy to kill the person who kicked me..then went to classmate's house along with some others and leon..played games all e way, ordered pizza, then went to eat at food court with leon again before landing myself home to type this piece of shit here..

i read this short paragraph and analysed myself. love is really not about looks nor is it about character. instead its about the feeling. i once believed that its fair enough love is not about looks, but its about character at least. but i now realize, love is purely about the feeling. you love by seeing an imperfect person as perfect but not to find someone perfect. in other words, love is blind. the highest level of love is being willing to sacrifice being with your loved one just to see him/her happy. but the only problem is jealousy, no one would be happy to see his/her loved one with another person although him/her is happy with that other person. love is a gamble, it does not always work out no matter how much you do. as long as the feeling is not there, nothing will happen. after u sacrifice as much as you could and realize that you could not seek that special feeling from the other party, it hurts terribly. love is a very general word, it is easy to say and understand vividly. but as we sit down and ask ourself, 'what is love?' we will definitely be lost for a precise definition. love is not just about mushy stuff and showering care. it is all about this special feeling and obstacle God has created for us i guess. most peoples' best friend is usually of their same gender. very seldom you see someones' best friend is of a different gender. this is because people are afraid of misunderstandings, gossips and giving the wrong idea to the other party. therefore, you don't always see a guy and a girl as best friends. love hurts, but yet again love exisits. surely its not always about pain, it really depends and its hard to say. love is weird, you seek to be loved when you are without it. when loved, you find it a burden. to love or not to love? that is the question...

just some food for thought for everyone! =)

what a tiring day..basket, this morning go school early in the morning for geography lessons, on bus saw Anne..reach school and learnt about how pathetic humans like to live in their community..what those bloody farmers who farm those plain white coloured rice like about fertile soil and water..they should learn what is colouring..grow some pink coloured rice please..then had friendly match with Raffles JC..basket, weather so hot, they still run so fast..make me tired only..wah lau ehx..friendly only ma..run so much for what..*toot*. cant remember the score..then some Xiao Hei borrowed my stick, now i feel so insecure without my stick la..if got training, how? how? i today wore my new white nike shoe with that golden tick and i realized Premier League cannot wear white shoes coz clash of colours with ball..waste my money nia, wah lau ehx..then i super angry la..got people forgot when is my bdae when i actually invited her for my bdae dinner the other time..she thot it was 4 Nov when it was 5 Feb..basket..then still ask me for a bdae present for her..lucky i kind, i shall get her one..in case you are that person and u happen to be reading this, i dont mind belated gifts too..hahaha =P

the theme for this March holidays shall be BOREDOM!!! just woke up, fell asleep while watching DVDs..i have computer, DVDs, swimming pool and many more stuff around me..but still i'm bored. my holidays is not just about relaxing and escaping from school. its about shopping, movies, eating and spending money. its sadistic to do those stuff alone, but everyone is busy!!! spent the whole day slacking at home for my first day of holidays...the kind of boredom im experiencing is hard to explain. it leads to somewhat a state of depression...grrr..at least starting from tomorrow i'll be more occupied...yawnz..

just back from match and IT fair..we won 2-1..unbeaten for 3 or isit 4 seasons already..bought iPod Nano..was cheap la..and came with many free gifts..super tired..just now spent more than an hour looking for cab..end up no choice, had to call for one..it was hard to get the operator to pick my call too..money is not everything..haha..but the key highlight of the night is..have u ever thrown some crushed up notes at someone who offended you unreasonably and make him/her look like some beggar? well i did! =D

just came back from my cruise trip..nothing special coz i've been there like 849619642 times..went with my 'bro' and Fang Lynn..it was all about eat, eat and eat..oh ya, last night i got really drunk and couldnt remember what i was doin..my 'bro' say i was running around like some monkey and banging on windows..scary..haha..today is my Premier League debut..quite scary..gonna go collect team jerseys later..for now, i'll just rest..super tired..

netball is fast and furious..my kind of game la! but sadly its not really for guys! today went to watch the east zone finals..exciting la..went to support Miss Pamela Tan, Captain of TKGS Netball 'C' Div 2006..haha..they won the finals..but their 'B' div seniors who were also in the finals lost..it was super exciting la..haha..went with evonne and her fren..those Damai Sec supporters are a disgrace to their school la..i dun wanna say why..or it will depict the purpose of taking a cab all the way there and the prestigiousness of watching the match live..haha..anyway today got some funny people call me to ask for her daughters pants..she mistaken me for some tailor..wat the hell la..im not a tailor!! i'm Ivan Tay! future Head of State for the Republic of Singapore!! today had juggling in school, i improved alot!! wahaha..so fun..my school rox la..stupid stuff for us to learn..gotta go pack my bag for cruise tomorrow now...

this week has been weird..so many people seems to be DAOing me..but anyway, the western food uncle did it again..for the past few months, extra food and discounts..he rocks la..anyway, i found someone to go watch netball finals with me tomorrow to support some captain..my china daughter is going with me!! wahaha! today got back Term 1 results slip..i improved by leaps and bounds and my results dont need see parents!! woohoo..O levels are creeping in, registered 2 days ago..scary..

Rumours has it that the long lost Mdm Ng Thai Sheng has stopped coming to school since last year due to a stroke..was it true? where is she now? she was spotted today none other by me! walking towards school gate looking healthy in a floral blouse, most probably recovered from her stroke..what was she doing in school? that i dunnoe, maybe begging the shit principal(*boo! pui!*) to give her back her job? we shall see...anyway today i joined the chinese AG1 for lessons! but still i have to go back to my AG6 again..btw for those who dun getit, AG stands for Ability Group..AG1 is the best, AG6 is the worst..yea, im in the worst class for chinese..cant blame me la..hua yu reli not COOL ma..today western food uncle kind to me again..i took 50 cents to get a hashbrown, he ran out of hashbrowns..he then asked if i would prefer mashed potato..i say yes..then i wanted to give him a $2 since it costs 70cents..then he say he wans the 50cents i was holding..i say no, its not very nice..he say he wan the coin, he needs coins..its like so retarded excuse..but i still gave him..he everyday give me discount and extra food..im feeling super guilty la..why got Teacher's Day but dont have Hawkers' Day? if i have i sure buy him big big present..oh ya, friday cruise trip confirmed!! yipee!!!!!

wah..i am very kind la..i can remember so many people's birthday and i realize March has a whole list of birthday people..which means my wallet is gonna get lighter..damit..today i called my friend, she told me she just finished jogging..then suddenly she went to clarify with her brother or something whether wat she did just now was CONSIDERED a jog..got people jog finish and dont know whether they had jogged or not meh? super dumb la..oh ya..TKGS netball went into finals for both B and C division..someone boasted to me today..ok la..pro la pro la..wah, if they really win both finals..quite scary leh..wahaha..this friday maybe goin cruise with my bro and fl..should be fun la..but not confirmed..then march holidays got class chalet..woohoo!! will blog about this 2 stuff when it comes, so for now..wait! =P

Our Story

You were my almost-romance
I thought you'd give me a chance
You said you loved me
There was no one else above me
How could something so right,
Turn out so wrong?

You left me crying on that crowded sidewalk
When I said "go", I really meant wait
I just didn't want you to see my undignified state

Can we still be friends?
You wanted an answer,
but i know it is impossible
Coz my love for you will only plunge much deeper

Life goes on
I hope I can be strong
But how can I continue to fight,
without you by my side

How can I continue to smile
When all that's left of you and me,
are just memories,
and lonely sleepless nights...

-ivan-

today watched Final Destination 3...the first movie i ever come across that has no happy ending..blood gross and sick la..its NC-16..those of you 16 & above..go watch it..its sadisticated..went club today for Sports Salute Night..woohoo, i won Best Sportsboy for Men's Hockey section!! haha..basket..give me one bloody trophy and call it an award..SHOW ME THE MONEY!! throphy is uselss..give some vouchers or cash la..basket..too much beer there..drank till my face was like a tomato..haha..but trophy not bad la..got my name on it..haha..super tired la..zzz

what a crazy week it has been..everyday was terrible..tuesday was bad enough, wednesday i just went for a public apology as mentioned few posts back..i told my dad to forget it and don't waste time, just let me do it..i don't even feel ashamed or sorry..everyone thinks i dun deserve such a treatment from the school..i took it like a speech..ever since what happened on tuesday, people threw in notes, poems and letters to me..thanks everyone..i even got hugs and shoulders to borrow..today had an activity to calculate whats the maximum height we can grow..i can grow up to 174cm depending on my luck..im beginning to feel better..oh ya, sorry pam for raking up the past and making you sad..hope everything's fine now yea..i've learnt alot from this experience..today it was my turn to talk and make a decision, actually should be yesterday, but i made a futile trip, dun wanna talk about it..today i said something i never ever said to someone before face to face..now i feel more carefree having said what that has been trapped in my heart for so long..someone gone on a cruise already..i also need a break..tomorrow getting some sportsmen award..hope its lots of money and not some plaque or something..i might transfer from AG6 to AG1 for chinese..not that my results improved by leaps and bounds..just that..if u wanna noe..come and ask me..this post can confuse people..time to sleep..zzz

eee, ur project work background like shit lor!
tank cute you!
ha lo ah! qing wen ni yao zhao shui?
fang lynn! fang lynn! fang lynn! oinks!
chop money!
kuku la!
yes!
qian shou! qian shou!
Loser Flag.
*abt 3 seconds after a joke is finished* hahaha!! (slow reaction -_-)

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