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Thursday, August 31, 2006
tired! tired! just got home from supper and training. whee! i think my new stick is starting to click with me! haha. today was a very very very cool day. i went to meet this group of strangers which made me feel very guilty. they were all my primary school classmates! but i don't remember a single one of them even though its only four short years. to those who read my blog frequently, you should know how much i hate my primary school and i'll never mention about it. so naturally, i forgot everybody. =(

they went to buy a gift before going to my primary school form teacher's house. i tagged along. i remember my teacher at least. so i started to recall some stuff here and there. haha, it was quite emo and i had alot to chat with him about. could tell that he was really happy and his efforts as a teacher for so many years has not been wasted. i could see the joy in him. he has finally retired after being a teacher for 42 long years. salutes to him. heh. =P

then i did not go for the class gathering they were having after that, i had to meet ben and mingfen to go training. this is the exciting part of the day. we were on the train when this woman suddenly collapsed and started to have fits! it was bloody scary and traumatizing to me la! blood was oozing out from her mouth and her face looked really scary. somebody quickly called for the emergency help thingy which costs a $5000 fine when misused. there was a huge commotion and ben had to help carry the poor lady. she was fine i guess, we left while she was waiting for the ambulance. she was in good hands, i believe she's fine. yay! =)

half day in school today, the weather was bad since morning. end up only the sec 1 and 2 did aces day. wasted, we trained so hard la! argh, ended up with photo taking sessions of our own in class. so much fun cam whoring! lol, then stupid concert as usual. last year the bitch dance group won TK talent search. this year the couple duet singers won it. haha, are they together? alright, tmrw holiday but im super tired. sleeping time! =D
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
english prelim today was fine i guess. haha, i chose to the the composition titled "Notes". i wrote about a love story whereby an unknown girl and i communicated through notes and soon we fell in love. then we decided to meet up and were together even though we've never met before. i talked about the power of notes being able to bring people together and blah blah blah. haha, boring storyline, the only thing that can save me was the use of vocabulary. haha, the remaining parts of the exams were okay. =)

we were supposed to be released at around 12, but had to do some stupid survey for an hour. the 'gang' and i went plaza singapura after that to eat our favourite Carl's Jr. again! then walked around to hunt for present. haha, we are officially on a speak malay campaign! woohoo! so fun la, everyone was like staring at us. lol. =P

oh ya, i'm currently being blackmailed by my friends due to a picture they took when we were changing in the toilet. i'm constantly under threat. i think it has driven me bad as leon said, i am having a disease of 'dont know what i am trying to do moments'. i played with salt alone, put tissue paper on my head, play with straw and all the other retarded stuff you can think of. i think i'm really going mad. argh. -_-

anyway, tomorrow is teachers' day celebrations and also aces day! can do the gay combat thingy! yipee! haha, school's gonna end early. friday holiday. saturday the last day to have some fun with the 'gang' before the one week holiday which we have to mug like mad for the upcoming prelim papers! stress! stress! stress! =(
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
CIAO PAULO!


so its bye bye moments ago. met up with kel and cooks earlier to go to airport and mug a little. soon Pau came and it was time to say goodbye! gave her the gift and handmade card. she gave everyone a card with a picture and at the back was a message. mine was a picture taken with her during the 4 nations tournament and a really emo message behind. it touched on all the times we spent together(everyone say aww). didn't really feel anything at the airport, but now i'm home, i feel kinda weird. well, she is my fellow small-eyed friend and a someone older than me by 4 years yet shorter than me. wahaha, when i first saw her, i thought she was arrogant and dao. then soon we knew each other better and realised she was really nice. she wasn't arrogant, she is simply blur. wahaha. 4 crumplers in total for her to bring to italy. so its a total of six years, one in italy, five in new york. by the time she returns, alot would have changed! i would have even finished by NS by then! lol. well, everyone and myself will definitely miss her. her plane leaves in like 4 minutes time from now. goodbye. all the best. see you soon! =)
Monday, August 28, 2006
whee! my leg still hurts and i still cannot kick the ball properly. so sad right! haha, wednesday is english prelims but i'm still so relaxed. not very motivated to blog today. oh, i think i made a new friend today. the others got their jersey's today. erm, i really don't know what i can blog. been trying to make a farewell card but couldn't do it well. pau is leaving tomorrow for italy then new york. six years la, so long can. stay tuned readers, tomorrow i'm gonna have a post specially dedicated to her. it will be long and emotional. haha, i'm bored. =P
Sunday, August 27, 2006
#7 ivanaldo

haha, i edited the picture from yesterday's post. =D

its interesting, i've been dreaming about someone for a few times already. i only met that person once and last night i dreamt of the person again and also dreamt about the sea competition i used to participate, haha. in the dream, i was kayaking real fast without feeling any strain on my arms. wahaha. makes me think of the fun and competitiveness in the past during the actual competition. who cares, i've already won it 3 years in a row anyway! heh! =P

spent the whole morning studying. to my dear fellow classmates, the prelim practice paper B that Ah Huat(mr tchen) gave is very tough right! i'm struggling to do it la! haha, i'm such a nerd lately. nobody would actually believe that now i'm trying to complete every piece of work the teachers gives during weekends. haha, so its another boring weekend for me spent at home torturing myself with books and notes. lol, i'm sure its all gonna be worth it! =)

7.34pm (edited)
my mum just brought another new monitor home again! because i complained about yesterday's one. wahaha, this time its bigger, 17" and also better! whee! =D
Saturday, August 26, 2006
#10 ivaninho

that's the jersey i went to make with my classmates today! its sort of a partial class shirt. haha, nice and cheap la. then we had lunch while waiting for it to be ready. the colours remind me of the singapore soccer team. haha, anyway, its pronounced as iver-nin-neo. its a lil brazillian kinda name, like how you pronounce ronaldinho. haha, this is the ivan version. heh, cool isn't it? =D

came home after that and just rotted in front of the new tv until my mum brought a new monitor back for my computer which i'm happily using now! haha. tonight is a watch soccer night. wednesday start of prelims with the english paper, but i'm still relaxing. whee! i doubt i'll die right? ok, i had a boring day, so there's nothing much to say! bye bye. =P
Friday, August 25, 2006
our tau huay and prata paradise! =D

just came home from tau huay place again with part of the 'gang' only this time. wahaha, 2 bowls this time round. i think it has drugs in it, coz i'm addicted to it! got home and saw the door closed. usually its only the gate locked and door left open. so i pulled out my keys to open the door. i caught my maid happily lying on the sofa watching tv. its alright to watch, but at least finish work first right. the broom left at one corner haven't sweep finish then watch tv. aiyo.

a little update about my leg thing from the previous two posts. i'm sad coz i couldnt join my friends in the aces day thingy today and also cannot play soccer. so sad right and the big bandage makes my leg look so unglam. i don't care about the mc already, monday im gonna play again. wahaha. oh ya, aces day instructor said TK was much more enthu than TKG! heh.

have you changed? or are you simply revealing to me who you really are? i really hope the old you will be back again. if not now, then soon. i really miss that old you...
hello people! i just got home from hospital! i know its late, but i didn't have a choice. my previous post talked about the leg injury. i went ahead with hockey training just now, then it got pretty bad. so i went hospital straight after training. had an X-ray. luckily it wasn't the suspected fracture. only bad swelling on the shin and some sprains on the ankle and knees. thank goodness. i got mc from physical activity, so sad, doctor should have given mc from going to school. wahaha. alright, its late, time to sleep! =P
Thursday, August 24, 2006
i'm home at this hour of the day! just got home from school early. came home to rest for tonight's training and also ice my injury before i go for training. haha, had a little boys game with the 'gang' this morning. as a result, i got this huge swell on my shin which has blood and is dark purple around it. bruise, swell and wound. haha, so i came home to ice it. hurts though. bleah. =P

ACES day practise thingy this morning was super funny. that gay instructor did so many funny actions and also talked like a big fat sissy. wahaha, he is sick yet cute. lol, we were really participating today! last lesson we were like standing around and making fun. wahaha, now we love it alot! heh. its gonna be combined with TKGS, so on that day, every single idiot from both schools will shout I LOVE TK. but its just shouting it out, most of us don't really mean it from the bottom of our hearts. heh, tonight's training will be so fun coz i have so much stuff to try out. time to rest! =D
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days

nope, i'm still not feeling fine. just came back from a little session with the 'gang' at our latest hangout known to us as the "tau huay corner". somewhere just outside school selling great tau huay and prata. i somehow love the place alot, its weird, but i feel at peace there. haha, i ate 3 bowls of tau huay! wahaha, that's alot of beans. heh. =)

i just received this thingy in my mail from MINDEF. i opened it up and realised its a leaflet to tell me how to prepare myself for NS. i'm not really looking forward to NS, so such leaflets should just go into the bin. i didn't even bother reading it. school ended early today and its a good day for me to take a break. oh, i'm suddenly reminded again that pau will be leaving next tuesday. italy, then new york. a straight six years just for further studies. hope she won't forget all the hockers here and of course me! wahaha, she'll only be back once in awhile. kinda sad isn't it? team singapore and RECS losing such a striker. haha. =P

oh ya, it has been confirmed that my left leg is longer than my right leg by 1.5cm. good or bad? i do not know. people, the next time you eat tau huay, try asking for a bowl without the sugar syrup. tastes bad, but somehow refreshing and healthier. haha, i tried it today. half bowl into my stomach, couldn't take it and went back to get some sugar syrup. wahaha =D
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
brain exhausted, heart aching. its alright, the other organs are fine...

BONNIE the "duck"! =)

a very big sorry to those i unreasonably threw my temper at today. i'm not in a very good mood but thanks for being wonderful people who always put up with my nonsense. today did last year's O level maths paper. it was like a joke, it was so bloody easy. anyone who didnt ace it are idiots. its so boring these days due to the free periods because i have no more mother tongue lessons. i have no motivate to work but would rot the time away instead. oh wells.

was late for school today. i wanted to sleep awhile more, so my mum didn't care and my maid also didn't care. so end up nobody cared and i overslept till my mum shook me hard. then my dad couldn't send me to school, so ya, i was late. second time in four years, not a bad record yea? hah.

not very motivated to blog, but as usual, i'm always forcing something outta myself for everyone to read. i think i'm in deep trouble la. everyday come home from school, i'll take a nap. then have dinner. then come online. then go to sleep again. i'll die if i go on like this. i better give myself a good kick soon. oh ya, my friend just registered himself, myself and the other TK Super 3 for a mini soccer tournament. been so long i've played competitively since that red card incident. anyway, our team name is Untouchables. pretty cool eh? i thought of it. heh.

its been 193 days since we've known each other. but today is the only day i have not received a single message from you and that striked me hard. are we dead already?
Monday, August 21, 2006
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry
I can't let you see what you mean to me
When your hands are tied and your heart's not free
Are we meant to be
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Painfully pretending I don't love you

i got something good for everyone today. today i finally realise how parents feel. but i felt it in another perspective though. when parents are protective of their children, it really is for the child's own good. but when the parents get labelled annoying for being over protective, i guess the feeling really sucks. well, i felt that feeling today. yup, it ain't nice. i'm not a parent so its not through parenthood i felt this, but it was friendship. i've been straining friendships recently, maybe its because i'm really being too nice. i should wake up my stupid idea of being too nice to people. perhaps i should slow down a little bit. i've done, think and hope for too much. maybe some things are just nothing but illusions and dreams. its the same cruel cycle again, and sadly, this cycle always happens to me. hard luck ivan.

i just read something interesting about the singapore law today. you can get married at any age in singapore! if you are under 18, you just need parental consent! wahaha, means kindergarten kids or even babies can get married! lol, even i can get married now! lol, anyone wanna marry me? its funny. oh ya, if you are bored, click here to try this seemingly childish but somehow accurate thingy.
Sunday, August 20, 2006
am i ivy or isabella?

haha, which is a better female name for me? hmm. alright, its a beautiful sunday but sadly i guess i'm gonna stay home all day to study for tomorrow's killer chem test which is on every single topic we've learnt since last year. madness. oh ya, in case pam tan you are reading this. can you send me something retarded? my mailbox is getting hungry recently, anything will do. thanks! haha. =P

i'm in a dilemma. should i stick to straight sticks or revert to curved ones. straight sticks make me play a simple game of passing and hitting. curver sticks make me dribble more and push more instead of hitting. well, i do not know. gotta wait till thursday training to try and see which is a better option for me. haha. =)

prelims are just round the corner but i doubt i'm really ready yet. i'm still haveing the attitude of studying hard only 2 or 3 days before the exams while come other people are already starting now. i always see my academic dreams as impossible. but ever since i miraculously got that A1 for chinese. i realised that nothing is impossbile. since my worst subject chinese an get an A1, why not the rest? now i'm even beginning to believe that i can get an L1R5 of 6! haha. hopefully yea! =D

mugging time! x(
Saturday, August 19, 2006
your name's all over my lil book of secrets;

got home not long ago from the ladies section victory dinner at the club. haha, it was much better than guys one. guys was just food and sitting around talking crap. ladies had slide show, speeches, farewell to pau and even a birthday celebration. haha, it was all so emo. laura tan, in case you are reading, you missed a chance to give a speech as captain of under-18 team! oh, teresa chong, the slide shows spelled your name wrongly but your card was fantastic. haha. then some of us stayed back to play pool and watch a little soccer at club. then all of them went clubbing to bid pau farewell while underaged me headed home. 10 days to go before she leaves singapore for 6 years. =(

my primary school classmate called me just now. we chatted for very long, but sorry, i honestly still do not remember her or anybody else. i was just faking everything on the phone. so sorry, but you people should know. i never really liked my primary school and i never really told anyone what was my school. i had bad memories and i was a terrible student there. thank goodness i have changed. haha, i brought this austrailian tourist to the merlion today. i met him on the bus and he asked me if i could show him there. so i had to go club anyway and i did him the favour. he took my number and just sms-ed me to ask if i could show him around tomorrow. should i or should i not? hmm...

oh ya, i woke up at 4am this morning just to send my friend an sms of encouragement and support. how sweet of me right? (please say aww at this point of your reading) anyways, time to study a little bit then sleeping time! heh, im a nerd! =)
Friday, August 18, 2006
and everyday, i grow to love you more...

english O level oral today. so after school, part of the 'gang' and i went for tau huay and prata. it was nice. oh ya, we met someone special at the bus stop. heh. then we headed back to school to tidy ourselves up. i was the second person for the oral. my examiners were very nice. the malay guy was a sissy. the fat man kept drinking his pepsi. so funny la. thank goodness, they were really really pleased. i didn't expect to do so well. haha, i'm very happy la. i banged all those life experiences and powderful vocab on them la. wahahaha, i also kept ramming my general knowledge. =P

had a heart to heart talk with mrs lim after oral. i think she reads my blog, coz she said stuff about it. haha, cool eh. then we talked about my future and stuff. it was very nice of her to talk such stuff with me only. my 6 points dream for L1R5 is possible. so i waited for my remaining classmates to end their oral. we went to visit our sick classmate at her house! her house was so peranakan, we shall call her bebe next time. wahahaha. her porch was like a jungle la, scary. then the 10 of us went to makan and dispersed. haha. so i'm very very happy with my oral. =D

oh ya, i'm using my monthly contact lenses as fortnight lenses. haha, cleaner and more hygenic la. heh, i found another thing good about her again today. lol. those who love to eat fishballs, go east coast park tomorrow. =)
Thursday, August 17, 2006
ain't there when i needed you most;

(edited paragraph) today got conflict and commotion. almost got violence but end up negotiation. peace derived, case closed. violence won't solve matters. (edited paragraph)

anyway, school was very slack and boring today. so many slack periods. we didnt do the aces day thingy for pe lessons. so we played soccer. unlucky me got kicked hard on the ankle and it still hurts now. such an unlucky day for me. life is funny, when you fall out with someone close to you. all the bad things start happening leaving you with nobody to turn to. when you are all fine and well, everyone is still there although you don't really need them as a listening ear or something. oh gosh. =P
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
CAN ANY AUTHOR VOLUNTEER TO PUBLISH A BOOK TITLED "STEPS TO NOT TREAT THE ONE YOU LOVE NICE"
taken for granted, but i'll never fail to say good night...

sometimes i wonder how much i'm cherished by my friends. do they treasure me as much as i treasure them? maybe i'm just an entertainer to all of them. if i come, then good. if i do not, it wouldn't matter anyway. maybe i'm just a joker that comes and go to everybody around me. isit? i do not know. too many times, i'm taken for granted. maybe its true that people only cherish after they have lost someone.

i'm shooting nonsense again, never mind. haha, my friend found the perfect term to describe me today. sissy lesbian. behaves like girl, doesn't like guys but still like girls. wahaha, in other words, a straight gay. contradicting but logical. its amazing how i'm admitting myself that i'm a gay. madness. =P

i made friend with this TKGS teacher at the traffic light moments ago after we witnessed a little incident. we were laughing and talking about it together. she told me she was a teacher in the school but didn't tell me her name. malay teacher though. alright, not friends, acquaintances. haha, i thought it would be a great day since morning but it was a boring day after all. i'm still admiring my new hockey stick, haven't got a chance to use it. =(

i think 2006 is a great year for me. i won the impossible long distance run in school. i never thought i would win it since sec 1, all those foreigners were too strong. i won it eventually this year which is also my final year. i did well in my first major exam of 2006. the mid-year examinations, first time my teacher did not have to call my parents. then the O level chinese A1 thingy. hopefully my prelims and remaining O level papers will go as smoothly too! yay! =D
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
as usual, many eye candies for me at the bus stop coz school finally ended early today. took a bus all the way to parkway just to collect one stupid roll of bandage. then had to waste money on taxi home coz the weather looked threatening. today onwards, no more chinese lessons for me. free periods to do own revision or see other subject teachers. that's the benefit of clearing chinese fast. wahaha. prelims time table released today. judging from the arrangement, there will be enough time to cover everything. finally got home early, finally school ends early. so i cannot miss my long awaited afternoon nap. moreover, the weather is perfect for sleeping. bye everyone! =P
Monday, August 14, 2006
anyone can offer me your place to stay for the september holidays? that is the first week of september. i don't mind paying. i need to focus on my studies for that week and my own house is definitely not a good place. i don't like studying in public also. my house has too much distractions, my computer, bed, tv and stuff. i just cannot discipline myself. in public, i just can't concentrate with so many strangers around. if got pretty girls around, worse! confirm lose focus. so if anyone interested, please inform me yea. one week only, i'll pay reasonably. thanks thanks.

my A1 saga is still rumbling around school today. haha, a few congratulations and a few weird stares. anyway, it was a fun day in school. i somehow absorbed alot of what the teachers were saying today. usually teachers say 10 points, i remember only 3. today its 100%. i guess its a good thing, concentration level going up! haha. jogging time! =)

I KNOW THIS 14 YEAR OLD LITTLE GIRL WHO USES A PINK AND WHITE POWERPUFF GIRL TOWEL WHEREBY THE POWERPUFF GIRLS ARE RIDING ON THEIR SCOOTERS AS A SPORTS TOWEL. HOW CUTE RIGHT? WAHAHAHA =P
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Grays GX 6000 Jumbow


I FREAKING BOUGHT MY DREAM STICK TODAY! yesterday saw it at a shop in paragon selling $530. i was devastated. today, i tried my luck at peninsula and it was only $172 to my relieve! definitely, i pounced on it! my coach loves it, harjeet loves it. everyone loves it. this means that i've not made a wrong choice! i never thought i would every buy a Grays stick coz i always felt they were overrated. well, i got it now. haha. dear stick, let's excel and fight together ok? lol =)

i did not do any studying today, the A1 thing has made me slack more instead of motivated to study i think. so i went to watch the division 1 game and i was manager! haha, it was a really good game. many goals and a few moments of magic. the top net goal and the reverse scoop by the ex-olympiad. haha. school starts tomorrow. finally got some quality soccer to watch at 10pm later. chelsea against liverpool. gonna be a nice match. goodbye everyone!

P.S.: yes, i'm still very happy about the A1. =D
Saturday, August 12, 2006
yes, still the same thing from the past few posts. i am still bloody happy about everything and my mum had to make it even worse today. went JB with my family in the morning and ended up buying nothing. so my dad dropped my mum and i at town when we returned to singapore. then it all started. my mum bought me my favourite puma shoes. then she bought me this levi's jeans and finally, a long sleeve retro shirt which was so very nice. i love it! to wrap it all up, she transferred me a sum of money to spend! i am a very very very happy and lucky boy!!! =D
its 3am, i'm still very stunned with the results i got. still super duper happy! just came home from midnight movie with the hockers at the new cathay cineplex. we had tau huay then we watched click! haha, it was a really good show. first time a show with combined categories. its funny yet touching. nice show, you all should really catch it. simply hilarious. then kind robin sent me home. time to sleep now, going JB later in the day! thanks cookie, pau, kel, hairul, kok chin, robin and wife for making it such an enjoyable night! hockers simply rock eh? also, thank you everyone for all the congrats and stuff! =D

oh ya. to those hockers who were with me moments ago. we will never forget those two gays in the cinema who were leaning on each other and hugging on that huge elmo. sadly, pau was affected and her favourite elmo character has just turned into the character she hates most. heh. =)
Friday, August 11, 2006
OH MY GOSH! x20

a little background for all of you first. my chinese has been terrible since sec 1. i have never passed before. i'm serious, not a single thing i passed for chinese before. then i soon got streamed into the last class for chinese. i wasn't sad, coz it was expected. i went for my O level paper on june without much expectations...

today, i got the results back. i was speechless and did not know how to express my emotions. I FREAKING GOT AN A1!!! the teachers were so bloody happy for me! even the principal personally came to congratulate me! i was the only one in my chinese class to get an A1. i am one of the 3 who got A1 in my normal class. i beat so many expectedly better people. i was really shocked. i called and sms-ed millions about the news. western food stall uncle gave me free hashbrown. i was picked for interview about my success story after school. i was super happy, really, very happy.

sorry people, i'm not gonna give advice like work hard or study more. coz honestly, i did not put in effort at all. i hate chinese alot, i skip lessons, i don't pass up homework and i sleep in class. i really did not know how it happened. the marker must be drunk or something. i am really terribly shocked, its still quite unbelievable la. i'm very very very happy anyway. sadly, i doubt there's anyone to truly share this joy with me. oh, i was super touched when i saw my chinese teacher's expression. spendid! fabulous! wonderful! =D

oh, teacher just called mum moments ago to congratulate! i've turned from notorious to famous! celebrating with some of the hockers tonight. midnight movie! wahaha. gotta be real fun and joyful. i deserve it! now i'm in a high morale and all ready to tackle the remaining papers! yipee! the miraculous story of a boy who rised to the occasion. la la la la la la =)))
Thursday, August 10, 2006
people, now i wanna share my transformation into a lady. from men's hockey section to ladies hockey section

1) i just got home from mini hockey and dinner with the ladies hockey section.
2) next saturday i'll be at the ladies hockey section's victory dinner at the club.
3) who knows? i might be wearing a skirt next season to play for the ladies side. =(

i am gay, sissy, girl! must be hang out with that piece of cookie, that lump of pau and the famous chao sng aunties too much. i am a faggot! people, my new name is IVY. tomorrow i'll use the girls toilet. must get adapted. i'll give PMS attitudes once in awhile. so don't provoke me anymore yea? buy me skirt for christmas! =D
GOOD MORNING SINGAPURA! last night was talking to my friend about cookie baking. reminded me of one of my favourite activity my friends and i would do last time. we would go supermarketing together and randomly buy ingredients. next, we will go to either one of our houses to whip up a few dishes with those ingredients. if it tastes good, we share. if it tastes terrible, we'll play a game and force the loser to finish all up. haha, it was fun. we would mess the kitchen up but sometimes we can really randomly whip something nice outta the mess. heh, really missed those times alot. its been long since i've done that. so sad, everyone's drifting away but new friends are coming in. cycle of friendship i guess. =P

check out these two really cool cafes which i personally love.
http://pitstopcafe.blogspot.com/
http://sg.settlerscafe.com/

no school today, gonna go down to club to meet cooks later for lunch and slack around to study. then mini hockey with the ladies section in the evening. wahaha, don't ask why. maybe i've become a lady, that's why. =P

oh ya, i need to hire a fashion consultant. anyone?
Wednesday, August 09, 2006


IT WAS A CLEAR VIEW RIGHT BEFORE ME OF THE WHOLE THING AT MY LIFT LOBBY. NEVER KNEW A FEW MINUTES OF FIREWORKS COULD MAKE ME SMILE AND FEEL THAT ADRENALINE RUSH OF HAPPINESS. PERFECT, FABULOUS AND ROMANTIC TO A CERTAIN EXTENT. SAW IT ALONE, FAMILY ALL IN MALAYSIA. WOULD BE EVEN BETTER IF EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY LOVED ONES AND FRIENDS WERE WITH ME TO WITNESS THAT MOMENT.
HAPPY 41st BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!


Navy Commander Protecting Our Shores

yeah! i helped cheered someone up last night. haha, i always help others, but nobody seems to ever cheer me up. maybe i look too happy and people think i am troubles free. whatever. cool theatre coming up at the padang during september. its an open air night cinema. you can find a spot and picnic there while watching movies. if you're lucky, look up and see some stars. haha. people, have you all seen this new New York eating place at CitiLink? the place its kinda cool, very good designing. they have seats whereby you are stuffed into a compartment. it think its lovers' table or something. then they even have this cotton candy machine inside. their menu didn't look to fantastic also. the usual western food stuff. gotta go try there someday.

talking about restaurant menus. swensens finally freaking changed a brand new menu with lots of new stuff. their old menu was really really old. i swear that the menu hasn't changed since i was a kid and had my first visit to swensens. terrible la, wonder how they survived with the old menu till now. i ate almost everything in the old menu before already la! madness. anyway, now that they have changed the menu, my complains will keep a low profile. haha.

i think i've really become a faggot. the ladies hockey section are freaking inviting me to their lil hockey session at club tomorrow. i should be going since there is no training. means what? i'm considered in the ladies hockey section instead of guys? i must wear skirt play hockey isit? wahaha. watched tv the whole morning today then watched pirated Tokyo Drift. the cars were really sexy and sleek la! nice songs in the show too! haha, then did a little bit of chemistry studying. its studying, not revision. coz there are some topics i still dont know at all! haha.

heh. watching NDP 2006 now. the loud fighter planes just flew past my roof. then the helicopter carrying the state flag could be seen from my window just now. fireworks is coming up pretty soon. isn't it great to live near the stadium and have a perfect view of it? i know you people are jealous. wahahaha. today was one of those rotting days at home. tomorrow no school and friday is collection of GCE O Level Mother Tongue results. am i scared? i don't know =D
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
national day celebrations in school today! the national anthem today was different. it was played by our very own band live! it sounded so good la! haha, its exactly the original thing, if not, better! then the kids opened food stalls. everything i bought from them, i got them to keep the change. proceedings will go to charity anyway. time for me to do some charity. haha. so the 'gang' and i avoided the participation of any activity. what else? we went to play street soccer all the way till everything ended! wahaha. then there was some TKG girls playing basketball. what abut that you may ask. they were wearing saris and baju kurungs to play la! haha, funny and kinda cool. =D

then the chairman or parents' support group bought me an ice cream. now this is the funniest part of the day. when i put the ice cream into my mouth, it got glued onto the inside of my lips for some reason. i had to pratically pull it off. yes, PULL. then my lips started bleeding non stop. it was terrible okay. i then realised the ice cream was so cold, it had that dry ice effect. so it stucked onto my lips. it was very very painful but everyone laughed. ugh! =(

alright, those who know me well. you all should know i dont shop much. i only go shopping once a month. today is the shopping day for august! i'm sadistic and like to shop alone. heh. so i left my classmates after lunch. went to buy nike towel, jacket, shirts and lil stuff here and there. woohoo! its so shiok to carry all the shopping bags. wahaha. i love shopping sprees! whee! =)

there was this motorcycle accident just outside school today. taxi bumped motorcycle. guy didn't die i think. just struggling on the ground. wanted to take a picture, but my friends stopped me. argh. then bazaar today got some class doing florist service. i sent 3 roses to someone as apology. coz i forgot to bring her belated birthday present to school today. but she brought mine, it was a billabong leather wallet! just what i needed. thanks ah! great day! next two days no school, might be kinda boring. i don't know, hmm...

oh ya, before i forget to mention. i hate people who go up to those flag day people and ask tons of questions about the charity organisation they are dontaing to. then end up they give like what? 20 cents? irritating cheapos. hmph! =P

i realised that i have many important friendships that have drifted so far away. its like back to square one when everyone are strangers. i would even hesitate to click on them to say "hi" on msn. its bad, but i really have no time and mood to sort such things out. everything just flies away. i really hate it sometimes when you sms someone and they reply, then you continue to sms here and there. suddenly the person stops replying and makes you feel as though you are not important or something. when you send another sms, they will tell you that they were busy. why couldn't they just send a simple sms like, "hey, im kinda busy no. i'll sms you later yea. take care. bye." just something simple wouldn't take up very long right? ah nvm, i think i'm a little crazy. =P
Monday, August 07, 2006
beauty of simplicity ::

today was interesting. first period stand on chair for talking too much. next two periods outside class to finish homework which i forgot. last period was at least a small victory for me. this bitch and i were arguing about the answer for a question. she was so confident that she was right, so i made a bet of $100 with her. then we asked teacher, i was right and she was wrong. as expected, she did not pay up la. never mind, $100 let her go and buy bra la. pui! =P

tomorrow half dan for celebrations, then wednesday and thursday holiday. must wear red tomorrow for national day celebrations. leon and i are wearing our galaticos jersey. wahaha, its gonna be a really interesting and fun day! whee! carnival, arts festival and national day celebrations all squeezed into one day! hope the 'gang' decides to watch tokyo drift tomorrow. yeah! =)

oh ya, premier league team photo posted on club's magazine! i love it alot and i cut it out. wahaha! WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS! =D
Sunday, August 06, 2006
just got home from the last day of four nations. sat with a bunch of really loud girls from my club who cheered like mad. haha, exciting tournament i guess. i've learnt alot alot alot from the matches i watched. i can't wait to get to training and start trying the new stuff. pakistan won the tournament for guys and malaysia won the ladies.

so its all finally over. then next week kinda slack due to national day holidays. after this break, i shall start some serious mugging! i wanna do very very very well for exams...
Saturday, August 05, 2006
finally...

a proper meeting with the little girl today. 'fetched' her at ccab after her training. ran up to some of the hockey boys there. haha, so we went to town for pepper lunch and watched the lake house. the storyline was interesting, i was confused about how the writer gonna end the show. end up, the ending was really cheapskate though. singapore idols were making appearance at cine as well. oh ya, also brought the newbie to her first visit to art friend. oh, then i got this chicken toy for her, to both of us, it will be a duck. wahaha. oh ya, and i got another envelope from the little girl today. this time its by hand and not by mail. haha, keep sending here and there. reminds me of lake house. =)

i dont think i wanna rush down to delta for four nations later. im tired, i shall just stay home to rest. sorry cooks and company, can't support you all, today. but my heart will always be with you all! blah blah blah. hahaha. i enjoyed the day i guess, i just needa sort some thoughts out. haha. =D

yes people, i hate to admit it. but sadly, she is taller than me. =(
look at the time people, and i just got home in my school uniform. 04 august morning i left for school, back at the dawn of 05 august. kel just dropped me home. thanks alot kel. today after school went to delta to watch the day 2 of four nations tournament. then waited for the national men's team to finish their ice bath after their game before the whole bunch of us went to eat supper. then now i'm finally home. its been a long and tiring day. school, then test after school, four nations. then supper. phew.

today in school very funny, i saw about 20 students washing one teacher's car. high tech, need so many people. oh ya, i'm honoured to have eaten supper with the whole national men's team. wahaha. =)

sleeping time, really tired...
Thursday, August 03, 2006
second post of the day as promised. just reached home from watching the four nations tournament. today only first day. it ends only on sunday. it was lousier than i expected. i thought it would be more exciting, but still good anyway. tomorrow i'll be there again. singapore men's and women's both lost their matches today. well, at least my teammate scored singapore's only goal today with a drag flick. haha. it was a nice atmosphere, alot of crowd. just like watching world cup, even had to rise for all the national anthems. wahaha. fun fun. =D
teacher say if you treat people nice, they will treat you the same way back. its wrong. it doesn't happen like this all the time. alright, that's random.

i fell flat on my butt today during PE lesson while playing street soccer. it still hurts now and my left butt cheek seems tighter than the right. wahaha. oh ya, some girl from another class drew on my singapore flag today. the flag which stands on my table making me look like im sitting on the president's table. its against the law to draw the state flag right? i hope she dies. haha.

the opening match of the 4 nations tournament will start in exactly an hour's time. i'll skip training to watch the matches tonight. haha, will blog more about the matches later tonight. bye everyone, im off to watch the matches! =)
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
second post of the day. just got home from a haircut. i just needed a little bit of trimming, so i was lazy to go all the way to bugis. i decided to go to those in the neighbourhood which are untried to risk my hair. there were many hairdressers around, so i chose the one with the nicest signboard. when i went in, the girl tried to struck a conversation by asking if i was studying in poly or ITE. do i look that old and stupid? first impression was bad. but after everything, i was very happy. coz its only $8! wah, should go more often. good man. cheap cheap. trimmed well also. whee!!
a day of chaos. just came back from english mock exam. i did not have the mood to do. thus, my essays were less than a page. nothing but fail. why no mood you may ask. it was because of something that happened before the mock.

Mdm Sonia Yeo. this crazy teacher stomped in while we were waiting for her to start the exam. she started flunking our tables all over just to separate us into single rows. yes, not joking, she FLUNKED the tables around. our books and papers fell all over the place. she was on a berserk. then she went on to do that for all the classes. i then found out because someone from another class provoked her, so she was in a terribly bad mood. but still, it does not give her right to do all these crazy actions. she made a fool of herself and got us really mad. i think she's gonna get a good one from the HOD or maybe get sacked. i do not know, it was madness. then we got our briefing for the O level science practicals and english orals. its very near and the year is ending soon. where will i be in year 2007? hmm, i do not know.

received a message from coach. the club granted our team a subsidised overseas trip for just $100. its for the premier league guys, not the younger boys. i do not know if i should go. because the trip is during september holidays, but once the holidays end, its time for prelims. if i go, i will bring books along to study. but maybe i'll just give it a miss and stay home to study. it sounds exciting and fun. its a chance to relax ourselves after our hardwork in winning the league this season and there might be friendly matches to play there. i'm not very sure about it, coz if i go, i'll most probably be the youngest guy there. when the rest go clubbing, i'll stay in hotel to study, kinda boring yea. we'll see about it. tomorrow is start of four nations tournament! yeah! =)

btw, to those bitches who intruded my privacy by stealing my sacred lil book of secrets to read. you all are in deep trouble with the school and i am happily cursing you people. i want you all to burn in hell forever!
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
my sky todayyyy got abit of greyyyy ::

hello everybody! remember some post back i said my grandmother's friend who is a singer passed away? today is the last day of his funeral and the news reported that 3000 over people went for the funeral procession and many famous people went too. of course, my grandmother went with my auntie also. wah! i thought he was nothing, he's something after all. the number of people is more than those president funeral processions la. scary. haha.

thursday start all the way to sunday gotta go down to delta to watch the annual 4 nations tournament! hate to say this and disappoint my fellow hockers but i doubt singapore has too big a chance to win it la. sorry! haha. oh, i also think that this saturday will be a pretty good day i guess. lol. nothing much to blog about today, doing this just to please my kaypo readers. lol. yesterday my hair style was really nice. today over done it, my friend said i look like lion. wahaha, not bad eh, king of the jungle. lol. tv time! =D

btw, my com sound system and speakers bloody hell rocks to the max!! yeah! =)