came back from training not long ago. i think the U-18 team is ready for the tournament. we did well against the senior guys just now although many key players didn't come. my target, semi-finals at least. for division 2 we have a stronger team, so hope we can try to win it. premier league i don't really care, but i'm sure its champions again, let the senior guys do the job, i'll just wait for the medal. haha. today was the coolest maths lesson. my teacher lost her voice, so she kept writing her words on the transparencies. there were stuff like, "i've lost my voice", "hand in the work later", "yu quan, please pay attention"..totally hilarious and i was so evil i tried to make her talk. its weird, but her voice is like totally gone, dumb already? then i popped this stupid question, "teacher! you can't talk but can hear?" then i saw all my classmates give me that face(-_-)..then i kept talking to my friend, the girl behind me told me to keep quiet later teacher angry. then i said to her, "so what? ask teacher scold me la! shout at me la!" coz i know she couldnt make a single noise. when i turned my head, my teacher's hawk eyes were stuck to me. what else? shhh lor..hahaha

last night was terrible. never mind about it, today went to school for lessons. two weeks of truncated time table, holidays almost redundant. just came back from club gym. went to secret recipe at marina square to try their award winning lamb stew for lunch. it was quite nice, but award winning then i'm not sure. something funny happened there, its quite exclusive, so if you wanna know what happened, ask me personally about it. talking about gyms, i think its quite a waste of time la. those stuff you do there can actually be done from home if you just use a lil brains to think of ways to make your own equipment. haha, but gym got instructors la, can teach you the right way and of course the treadmill can't be improvised at home. the comfort of jogging on the same spot with air con. haha, quite a boring day alone. gotta go for training now!

a lil evidence from the battlefield. alright, i know all of you out there are waiting to see how badly i died this morning. sorry to disappoint but i think the paper was manageable and i was able to apply everything i've learnt yesterday into good use. should be a B3 or A2, maybe if the marker loves me, probably an A1. better not have too high expectations, you never know..haha. let me talk abit about giving roses. do not buy them too early especially when you are unsure when you are giving them to the other party. if you drag on and can't find an opportunity to give the roses, they will probably wither and your money just wither away like the roses. ok, that's very random..went town with the 'gang' after the paper today. it's been super long since i stepped into that place, it seems so unfamilliar suddenly, somewhere i used to roam like my second home in the past. anyway we went to have lunch, the menu described this particular dish as a seafood delicacy. when the food came, it was just two huge pieces of fish cakes stuffed with minced salmon. disgusting, i even gave feedback in their face telling them how horrible isit. you don't serve fish cakes to your customers if you want your business to thrive. next time, stop bullshitting about seafood delicacy blah blah blah, simply describe it with two words, fish cake. short and sweet..terrible food people. when i gave my feedback, one of the waiter acted smart and said, "oh, must be not enough salmon inside!"..bloody idiot, i emphasized the words fish cake. no matter how much salmon or even abalone you stuff in won't make a difference. forget about that, then we went to watch X-Men 3..not a bad show, very cool and action packed. a must-watch! haha, during some parts when the good win the evil, the people in the theatre clapped and cheered. excuse me, its not a play, you scream till your throat melts, you clap till your hands rot, the actors won't be able to hear you. retarded people. then i saw some long lost friends in town but didn't go say hi.coz there are some friends you wish to be lost from forever. bleah. anyway, i think its quite cool to carry shopping bags and walk around...

mugging ::

even the hair has become nerd style just for 'O' levels..had macdonald's delivery for lunch..haha..been raining the whole day, perfect day to sleep..maybe god is testing me to see if i'll study for tomorrow or go for a nap..oh, i've learnt something new. when someone scolds the words fuck you (just a curse, they don't really mean to screw you) at your face..simply ask them, when? hotel you pay? or simply say no time. haha, they will go crazy for sure..lol..tomorrow is the big day for many island-wide (notice i use the word island not country, s'pore size is really pathetic) but i don't seem to feel the heat..maybe turn off the air con and i will feel the heat..forget about that lame line..haha, when i leave the examination hall tomorrow..there can only be 2 responses from me..its either, 'it is finished' or 'i am finished'..of course i prefer the first response..which will it be? we shall see...hahaha..wish me all the best but not luck, coz i don't believe in luck..and i'm happy that i don't feel as sick anymore! yipee..ok, no more yipee, coz i'm gonna go study now..the weather shall not put me to sleep!!! =D

this morning i still felt sick, slight fever but i coughed out blood in my phlegm..anyhow, i attempted to go school for oral english training..i felt dizzy while waiting for the bus, so i walked back home..end up didnt go school..took a rest till evening then some lousy manager of the girls' div 1 team told me to go support their finals..went all the way there to support and they won 4-1..haha, then took a train back with that dumb manager..she alighted before me and i went shopping at marina square..Great Singapore Sale wat, how to resist..bought a shoe bag from adidas and also two shirts from topman..walked back to take a train and shockingly saw that lil black manager again..haha..she wanted to steal my chicken from shih lin taiwan street snacks..but too bad, all that was left is crumbs..when i reached my train stop, there was this group of three ah lians and one guy, they kept staring at me..all the way, till i entered the lift, they just kept on staring then two of the ah lians started smiling..freaks me out..haha..gosh i still feel sick, ugh! =P

a picture entry for all of you today, click on images to enlarge! =D


this is what my 'gang' does to tables in school


my school is cheapo, they squeeze 3 basketball rings in one pole


things you dont see everyday, pair of shoes on traffic light and a trolley in the canal..lol!


last but not least, my beautiful turkey from bowling at marina square with the 'gang'

will it be wise to pick up some flu, sore throat and fever virus if your o levels are 3 days away? the answer will be a resounding no, but guess what, i've got some! super unlucky, i really pray i get well soon..i seldom get sick and now its coming at the wrongest of times..went to have my hair cut and neatened in case i cant enter the examination hall on monday due to long hair..i must say i'm quite well prepared and confident for the exams..i'm aiming for a distinction (i know all of you are wow-ing and giving that evil smile)..i admit my chinese has been horrible, but i have improved by leaps and bounds recently..we shall see..

sorry for not blogging yesterday, had training and was super tired..yesterday RJC won VJC in hockey finals..later still have MJC and VJC soccer finals..lol..today was a super cool day of web surfing in school..my teacher gave us some websites regarding our future..he gave us this local website which has a list of all the occupations in singapore..for each occupation, it describes the job scope, pay and academic requirements..great website, do ask me for it if you want to view it..after long consideration..i finally realize that my ambition is to be a hotel manager, and one day we at the helm of some big name hotel..its my interest and the pay is really high, between $5000-$15000 per month..i get to meet new people and challenges everyday..and if i were to join, i wanna join a hotel opened by a foreigner..why is this so? the foreigner has to be at his own country to manage his hotel there, therefore, he will need a local representative to be at the helm of the hotel over here at singapore, this gives me a chance to be a big shot if i do well..if i were to join a hotel owned by a local, the owner will definitely pass on the hotel to his son or something one day, so no matter how well i do, i cant be at the top..haha..so to pursue this dream, i have decided to go to SHATEC after my o lvls..its a place where i can get a recognised diploma in hotel management..its far more expensive than JC or poly..but it should be fine la..anyway, my dear friend PMS today and was unreasonable, but i did not want to say much, everyone has bad hair days..haha..he kicked a ball in class, hit my friend and he still scold my friend for blocking his way..in a friendly tone, i told him he was wrong and should apologize instead of scolding..he told me he wasn't wrong to play soccer in class and that victim was blocking his way..watever watever..since when was the classroom a right place for soccer? btw, is my hotel dream gonna come true? or should i just apply DSA with my hockey for VJC? argh, gotta rush to the JC soccer finals!!! -wat a wordy post, sorry!-

i can't stand my chinese teacher, she seems more stressed than me for the O levels..lol..oh ya, i drank 5 litres of water today from my dear Nalgene water bottle given to me by my dear friends during christmas last year, water tastes a lil better when its in that bottle..haha..i found this bloody irritating blog made by some jealous and childish idiots..so bloody irritating..i hope they own up soon, i may forgive, infuriate me more and they shall face death..http://hate-ivaninho.blogspot.com/..that's the stupid blog, i shall stop here..i can't stand it anymore..my dear friends, please go there and slam them for me on their tag board..sickening people..don't let me find out who did it..

today i shall talk about Building Funds in churches..my church friend gives about $480 over a period of 6 months..our church spend alot on booking of the expo, overseas missions and stuff..the funds collected will definitely help..but i would rather call it a donation to the church la..i was talking about this cult group i was once in on one of the previous posts, you can click here to view it. my friend who is still stuck in this cult is giving more than $480 for 3 months although she never tell me how much..its half the period of my church friend but instead of giving less, she is giving more..an approximate calculation would come up to about $200 a month..moreover, a 14-year-old student giving such a big amount, how is she gonna survive that 3 months? starve? this cult group is getting scarier la, worse thing is, they have their own lil space, they have not been building anything yet they collect so much..sometimes i wonder if all these funds are the incomes of the cult pastors from the group..we give such funds to help the church facilitate operations running..indirectly we are glorifying God, its a good thing..but i think the cult is asking too much from a student..but nothing i say will change my friend, she is trapped by their spell or something..she also told me the amount she give is for repaying God, money is a way to repay, but this money is too much..God gives us unconditional love, there's no need to repay so much..repay to the extent that we have to struggle..God doesn't want that..sometimes i really want God to speak to me about how He wants a church to be run, is that cult group right? is there some channel to report them? then maybe the authorities can check where does all these money go to..i remember that friend having the Building Fund for that cult group last year..she really had to save like mad and sometimes even starve..its crazy la..God really don't want us to suffer because of him..it's terrible that such things can go on..enough of this cult group, it just sends the shivers down my spine..anyway, everyday this week gonna have chinese mock exams..the big big o lvls are on monday..then first two weeks of the june vacations have lessons everyday till about 1+..only two weeks to really enjoy myself while everyone else goes crazy for a month..it sucks to be in secondary 4!!

the shouts came, i argued
the fists charged, i retaliated
my police report turned into some useless chat
will somebody help, save or advice?
FUCKED UP

today was a full day of bus rides and fun. the 'gang' and i went school this morning to film some short clip, we were supposed to whack up some peeping tom..end up we didn't do that scene coz we were rushing off to play our computer games..we found $16!! haha..then we went for lunch before i went all the way to suntec city to find my mum and a friend..supposed to all go dinner together but i ended up leaving my mum and sister to eat themselves then my friend and i headed home..i ate Ben & Jerry's ice cream before, but today its the first time i bought some from the bar at suntec city..haha..not bad la, but overpriced..lol..just came home from supper with my parents and sis..my dad drove past geylang a.k.a. the red light district..i remember prostitutes there usually dress scantily and sexy stuff..but i got a shock of my life when i saw some of them in bikinis! that's so wrong la! police gonna catch them sooner or later..terrible society..what a tiring day!

today had alot of slack periods in school. the 'gang' recently bond very well, we go out everyday after school and recently, we go out even on saturdays! its good coz we bond, but its bad coz everyday we go out likedat spend money, very fast go broke..lol, must go find some cheap thrills already..today brought some people to Carl's Jr. for their first visit..losers la, never eat before.. then met the premier league seniors and one of the girl from the ladies team there..then went cell group before experiencing the path my friend uses to go home everyday..scary, dark, quiet and full of banglas sneaking around..gosh..tomorrow got filming with the 'gang' in school! we're gonna be superstars! hahahahaha =D

sorry for this late post. i don't wanna talk much about the Champions League Finals..it can be found at ivanzeo.blogspot.com. its the second home of ivaninho.blogspot.com. feel free to visit. today went class outing with the 'gang'..not really class la, few of us guys only. watched Poseidon instead of Da Vinci Code because the rest of them are not 16 yet..its NC16 sadly..its so dumb la, what violence or sexual stuff can the Da Vinci Code have..don't be dumb la, i've been watching those bloody gruesome shows since i was a kid, but i'm still a perfectly good boy now..hehe..Poseidon was quite sadistic, but exciting too, not bad not bad..worth watching! after movie, went for hockey training, saw some seniors from my school who have gone to JC having their soccer semis at the field beside my training ground..hanged around there awhile..its been long since i trained, but still doing fine..haha..then i rushed home coz some kind soul delivered me dinner, i'm so lucky..hee..so i invited that kind soul to my place for free use of my television and included a ride home from my mum..at least i spent this school-less day quite well..but tomorrow still got school, time to sleep! zzz

i just got home from buying a tub of 2kg yoghurt to watch the Champions League Finals tonight, no more chips and crackers, time to go healthy! i hope my dear Arsenal will win the competition. brought the 'gang' for those delicious cheesecake tarts i mentioned in one of the previous posts today. we went comic shop and realize they sell those R21 kinda comics. terrible society we have..haha..saw a few friends in parkway parade then collected contact lens..kinda boring day, tomorrow will be better coz there is no school!! haha..gotta go plan something fun for tomorrow and needa sleep early so that i can wake up later to watch soccer!! who's coming to watch soccer at my house later? cab on me!! =)

today photo taking was really fun, we made our form teacher drive her car all the way to
the assembly plaza for the fun shot..as usual, i acted cute or should i say i AM cute..lol..then we went geography field trip to a vegetable farm..hydroponics and aeroponics, high-tech man..lol..lots of cool vegetables we got to try, then i won this plant which smells like lemon, said to relieve stress..then i bought this beautiful small rose-like plant which requires only a sponge and some water to grow, no soil..and of coure, lots of fresh and cheap vegetables..haha, yu quan bought lots of seeds, i think he wanna open his own farm..haha..then felt like a kuku carrying all those vegetables home, everyone staring..lol..that childish dog i mentioned in last week's post got slammed in between two doors by me today, got video again! do ask me for it! haha..im sure he got hurt like mad, teacher caught us and he ended up getting scolded instead coz he threatened me last week and i got away! =D

I GOT HIGHEST IN LEVEL FOR MID-YEAR CHEMISTRY PRACTICAL!

yes yes! happy happy! wahaha 14/15, one mark away from perfection. and my teacher told me that the paper was actually the O lvl paper for 2003..so if i had done the O lvl that year, i would have done well! anyway, people..i discovered this bloody nice cheesecake tarts..its a must try and its outrageously delicious..i don't wanna say where you can find it, or else everyone goes to buy it and there won't be any left for me..but if you really wanna try it, do ask me about it, i may just reveal the place..lol..today i saw this bus advertising for the movie The Promise..that movie was like released last year la! then till now the advert still not removed, so dumb..lol..idiots who get attracted to it might end up running around the whole country to search for the movie in vain..haha..i saw my maternal grandmother's IC today, it has no birthdate! only the year! haha..kinda cool yea, she don't even know her birthday, sad sad. i read about it today, its true that people who are actively in sports get red faster when taking alcohol..but that doesn't mean they are drunk, they just turn red faster..its some blood absorbing thing..i never really read properly..anyway that's something very random..i got back some results today..considering the minimal effort i put in, i'm quite contented although its not the kind of results i would expect for o lvls..and of course, the chem practical! haha, first time i achieved something academically! oh yeah, thursday holiday coz of the election thingy..every school also have la, just that mine on thursday..yipee!! =D

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY ::

yours sincerely from ivaninho.blogspot.com to all the mothers out there. all right people, i am currently conducting pig drawing classes, click here to watch how i teach. gotta watch, its good for you. yesterday was last lesson of my course, some of us went for dinner after that. then this morning i went City Harvest Church with a classmate at singapore expo. yes it is super super big, its like attending a concert..haha. sundays are good yet bad coz sadly, there's school tomorrow..exams are over and i'm enjoying every moment of it. but school's not gonna let us off, extra lessons will continue killing slamming us. its never over until after the O lvls..but i don't have a choice, might as well face it positively than negatively. yes! haha..im feeling sleepy after such a fun and long weekend. time to do my favourite which is---> ZZZ =D

GOOD MORNING ASIA! last night seafood at east coast was great, couldn't decide on chilli or black pepper crab, so ordered both! the horrible thing is at the park opposite the seafood restaurant, there were many taoist mediums..they pierced spears and bamboo through their cheeks and tongues..trust me, you wouldn't wanna see it..its disturbing even till now. then last night, some pig and my daughter felt bored..so they got me out in the middle of the night to stayover..we ordered macs, did some kiddy partying, played cards..then slept till this morning, actually wanted to go my course straight from there, but i woke up early..so i came home to blog first..gotta go my course soon, last lesson today!! =D

second post of the day. i only had 6 hours of sleep. it is an emotional morning, just came home from somewhere that i've never been to for 5 years already..its my old house at tampines street 11..went there for breakfast, had lots of memories there..the hawker centre has been renovated but the food is still nice as usual..saw my teacher there and many many old neighbours..all the shops are still there, but some gone, some new..went to find the uncle in the bakery, he still remembers me! he wanted to give me free cake, but i kindly turned it down..i really miss that place..i burned the playground there before, spoilt a public phone before, drew the walls, let police chase before but never got caught..how i used to spent lonely afternoons after school loitering around the neighbourhood like some small time loner gangster..haha..although my years there were quite lonely coz i was still young, parents always working and it is not really convenient to go anywhere, but i really missed that place where i spent my childhood..anyway, gotta move on, now my house is more convenient and fun! yeah! SEAFOOD DINNER TONIGHT! =D

happy buddha day!


buddha is so good, coz of him we got no school today! i love his jumbo ears and sexy hair, hope he will visit me this vesak day, i wanna buy him a meal. anyway, its really late i just came home from town with 3 chickens..the chickens went ear piercing and then we went shopping! haha, saw teresa with her gang at wisma topshop, singapore is really small! lol..then one chicken left and i brought the other two underaged chickens to play pool..on the way there, saw another old friend of mine..haha..we played pool and had lots of fun dao-ing each other and teaching a newbie how to play..then cabbed home..sadly, the two chickens became my enemies..time for DVD, then sleep! zzz

irritating teacher!

haha, at my friend's big big nice nice house now..lol..today i woke up around 8am and got ready to go for breakfast when my teacher called my mum to drag me to school for the stupid useless mock examits so unfair la! everyone marking day except sec 4 but i didn't have a choice do i? i bet that irritating teacher told my mum this, "get him here! when he goes home, kill him! scold him! beat him!"..that's how evil teachers are aren't they? okok, maybe i exaggerated, she's quite nice actually..anyway, here i am at my friend's big big nice nice house playing games..and then going to chiong at town later, coz exams are over! tomorrow is buddha day, will he be coming to singapore? i wanna see him one day! i wan his cool hair! i wan his jumbo ears! wahahahaha =P

exams are over!!! =D

yes it is! back to my usual style of blogging! ended 9.30am, the gang and i went to play street soccer..then some sec 3 repeat brought his gang to join us to play..we didn't allow, then he started cursing us and went off..minutes later, someone sent me an sms saying that the bloody stupid retain shithead told me to watch out..a threat to me..together with the gang, we went back to school bus stop and look for him..there he was standing around keeping quiet maybe because he was outnumbered..i walked over and asked him nicely what was his problem with me..he started showing that killer face and shouting at me..i then gave him that really big 'go to hell' push..he wanted to hit me back, but too bad, i can block well..i didnt retaliate, then i went on to reason with him, but he still dont wanna talk nicely, so i give him another 'go to hell' shove towards the school fence..pathetic weakling, james took a video of the whole process, do ask me for a copy of it! lol..then that dog was damn unhappy..bus came, we boarded, and i challenged him to board the bus if he dare..he came on..i picked my seat, and told him to get his ass over..he sat down, i tried the third time to talk to him in a civilised manner, he shouted at me and started saying, "you think i don't dare punch your face ah?"..he kept repeating that line, i was sick and tired, then i said, "wan punch just punch, dont talk so much"..he rushed over wanting to punch me, but leon caught the dog firmly..i then went on to say, "think carefully, if you throw this punch on my face, i will not retaliate, most probably i'll go to the police or something, think of the consequences, isit worth it?"..that dog then sat down quietly and everything was over..sad thing is, he was my classmate for 2 years during lower sec, i treated him well, but he wanna fight over a simple game of soccer..childish kid, no wonder he still retain in sec 3, he's gotta grow up if he wanna be in sec 4..but happy thing is, i've learned to calm down much better now, peace solves problems..haha..thinking back when i was pri 5, i used to fight and i would never stop hitting the person until i see blood, now i'm a good boy! haha..ok, then the gang and i went for lunch at pizza hut, played arcade and bowling! i saw my daughter at the bowling alley. highlight of the day is..i got a TURKEY for bowling!! three strikes in a row!! wahaha, and i actually bought a shorts for $2.90 just to enter arcade!! haha..ok exams over, now must have a big plan to enjoy..sorry for this wordy post, but ivaninho.blogspot.com rocks! =P

ahh, wonderful day of science practicals! i studied the QA for chem so hard and end up the list was on the back of the exam paper -_-..made me study like mad..er, actually i didnt study dat hard also la..haha..then had webcam conference with mindy this morning..she's in the US but she still misses me, i'm even on her handphone wallpaper!! haha..then had a super super big lunch with 2 lil girls in some coffeeshop..char siew mee, chicken chop and ban mian! i ate all 3..super full..haha..then came home, slacked and went staircase jogging..lol..super tired, tomorrow geog MCQ only, easy shit..haha..O lvl chinese 29th May..scary..

ahh, just finished helping me fren with tons of work..tired tired..i never like to do school stuff of my own..but always like to help my friends..lol..ok i'm weird, but it gives me a sense of satisfaction! my friend happy, i happy, everyone happy! =D

street soccer with the gang was great today. mid years and we're playing. haha. anyway, people keep asking me..How To Get Rich? very simple, have a goal in life..don't waste time going to JC and study for everything..key to success is poly..slowly build up your multi million empire..for those who dont wanna depend on your parents fortunes to survive in the future, then heed my advice..go to the course on Leisure & Resort Management in poly..then when you get your diploma, don't go on to university..go to university in Perth to further studies on that area..those integrated resorts the govt is building will soon need talents like you..or if your family is super rich already..get a couple of millions from your parents to start your Ship Trading business..buy ships and re-sell them..its a multi million business..but you need the capital la..don't think about doctors and lawyers stuff..it will never work out, coz there are too many such people out there..when you start your jobs or business..set aside some money..buy property and shares wisely..invest your money..sit back and wait for the returns..sell your shares and property at a higher value in the future..forget about striking the lottery..when you are rich enough, of course enjoy life la..live, eat and play luxuriously..then start a little business you always dreamt of, mine is to open a lil cafe or ice cream bar, don't hire workers, just the my loved one and myself operating it..how nice, lol..its all about picking the right profession, investing, spending wisely and the right advice..i'll be rich one day, i'm pretty sure..when you get rich coz of my advice, do thank me one day..just a simple thank you or a lil dinner invitation in your villa..last but not least, do charity when you're rich..you don't need so much, so share with the less fortunate! =D

went for the make up lesson for my course today. it was 7 hours but only the last 2 hours was stuff i missed, so i wasted lots of time. bathed 6 times yesterday, dinner was great last night. my opposition party lost, sad hammer. my ah ma was so cute, she didnt know who to vote, so she purposely drew smiley faces in the boxes of the two parties..so cute. lol..im gonna go study, exams are ending soon! my master plans will all be launched after the last paper..hehe

siglap has this place called The Cheesecake Cafe. people, you gotta visit it, it feels as if you are at some cafe in paris. wonderful ambience. i wanna pluck those election party posters hanging on the lamp posts...

les gens speciale

the gang of TK 4G 2006
great company and entertainment to me before, during and after school. lets strive together for better grades and bring memories of secondary school life to a whole new level! street soccer, see chio bu, eat and eat. haha

rachel tang
soccer crazy. fellow arsenal fan. =D

laura, teresa, siyi
thinking of one of you, reminds me of the other two. haha..whenever i'm feeling down, the thought of any of you puts a smile on my face! thanks for being who you are!

fang lynn
although the thought of you does not make me very happy, but i enjoy times we spend together! and you're the only idiot i ever brought on vacation with me, so consider yourself privelleged! queen of food!

C.S.I.
what happened to us? but i sure enjoyed the times we had. the cooking sessions and dumb outings.

pamela
giving me sound advice when things go wrong, cheering me up when i'm down. the sunshine. too matured and too tall for your age! bleah! netball pro.

matthew
crabbing and fishing. anything crazy, against the rules and out of this world. we have done it together! bullying the weak and dominating the strong!

'bro'
the best. everything. ranging from movies to eating to fishing. crazier things include no license driving, making fortune and breaking the law.

phone bill is high. boring day, did nothing and came straight home after school. i miss hockey trainings. adults are weird. might go listen to rally with yu quan tonight for fun. weekends gone, course on both days. mounting happiness as end of exams draw closer. made a list of things to do after exams. time for gym.

physics paper was full of tricks. went studying at airport. saw couples feeding each other fries. keep playing laptop instead of study. bought my friend's latest album(Gary 曹格), yup, he really is my friend. he is signing albums on sunday at cine, but sadly i cant go. went for course. volcano erputed at home. tomorrow maths and social studies.

hmm, something a lil sensitive today, hope i won't get sued..the elections are coming..rallies, posters and flyers everywhere..im still too young to vote la..i've been watching the news about the elections and stuff..politics are quite fun..its like a tactical game where you have to analyse and have a flair in speaking..i'm quite interested, maybe when im 18, i'll join the PAP youths and be a political leader in the future or something..or if better, the President of the Republic! haha..actually, i think it should be a fair competition..the parties should focus about bringing out their good points but not digging out the bad points of the other parties..there are many opposition parties but of course PAP is strong la..but ah, i realise PAP like to sue people when they are criticised..we are a democratic country, why are we being sued for just voicing out our opinions? i not sure about ahow a democracy system works but i believe everyone should be given the right to voice out what they want about the government be it good or bad..every party has its good and bad points, none is perfect..nut anyway, i must agree that the PAP has done alot for my constituency and everywhere else la..so many wonderful things around us, we do not really notice but its actually their doings..i heard some people criticise the PAP about this and that, but have they considered about the good they have done..but i dunno, if the opposition parties are goin to win, they might do a better job maybe? but i most probably feel that they wouldn't do better..running an area take experience but they dont really have any..so in my opinion, play safe and be contented..PAP all the way!! =P

the exams are not so stressful afterall, i realised that its not so important, the important stuff are prelims and o lvl..haha..today im gonna blog about a cult group i know..im a believer of God and i believe in eternal life that the Lord gives to us, i follow His teachings and i don't defy him..but there's this particular cult group that almost pulled me away from God, i'm glad i have already left..this cult group i know, claim themselves to be a church..they do the normal stuff like worship, sermon and stuff..but they have a few really bad teachings..they force you to serve their "church" in whatever way you can, have to be very loyal..no time also must do, exams also must serve..they teach people not to have relationships, they are supposed to give 100% of their life to God and leave nothing for people around them..God wants us to love the people around us, not only Him..im sure about that..i know a few people from that cult..they fell in love with other people, but due to the teachings, they shun away because they are only supposed to devote themselves to the cult..they are then super hurt coz they cant be with their loved one..but they have no choice..they are confused and lost..they are taught that if they do not give God 100% and start to love others..their kingdom in Heaven after they die will not be as beautiful..horrible..till now, i still have the shivers at the thought of this..in that cult, there are tons of totally brainwashed people who are really enthu and loyal to the cult..there are also tons of hypocrites in there..they were all so nice to me, when i left, none gave a shit about me at all..im fine with that, i want nothing to do with such people anyway..this cult also operates quite discreetly, it does not have its own building, it operates on one level of an office building..i guess it shows they are hiding something..my auntie told me there are many cults targeting on youths recently and just nice, the cult that i've been also focuses on its youths..its really scary, i just thank God he made me realize i was at a wrong place..my advice to all of you is, if you sense something wrong in your church or anything, consult someone who understands the religion better..if there is something wrong, then leave quickly..so just be careful and God bless!

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You're the only love I'll need

In my life you're all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one who's there for me

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Imagine me without you
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid
Without you there to see me through

Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it's just impossible
Because of you, it's all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can't imagine me without you

When you caught me I was falling
You're love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard me calling
And you rush to set me free

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

I CAN'T IMAGINE ME WITHOUT YOU

sorry for the recent low-quality posts, been busy with exams, wait a few days more..
just came back from crystal jade dinner! and came back in a car driven by someone without a driving license..glad im back in one piece..
back to studying..........

record high
i think i sent about 400 smses today..in a bloody single day!
time to continue studying....................