We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we have to go through
Now here we are, and I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me, I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope, you were there to remind me
This is our fresh and new start

And Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road now and forever wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you =)

alright, so i woke up in the morning to be greeted with a rainy weather which was so good for sleeping. what to do? sadly, i'm a student and i have to go school. today the 'gang' and i discussed a little about grad night. we sort of regretted wanting to go for it. we paid $60 for it already, so can't get outta it now. we were thinking that grad night is so boring, all stucked in a ballroom taking pictures and eating.

so we thought it was better if we took that $60 and spend a night out together. we can catch a movie, have a nice meal, play stuff and there would still even be enough for a cab home! but too late! chemistry lessons was retarded today. my teacher threw me a question when i wasn't paying attention. she asked me what was the difference between the two molecules. obviously, i didn't know the answer. so i started a series of plans to wriggle my way through. first i said, there were many differences. which means i haven't answered the question directly yet. next i said there was difference in colour which was so wrong coz both were same. so i pretend and said one was slighlty yellowish, just slightly. then i asked my teacher if she wanted the obvious or not-so-obvious difference. the whole class was already laughing like mad by this time. so i randomly tried an answer, then i got it correct! finally, saved myself but wasted maybe 5 minutes to answer a simple question? wahahaha. so dumb yea?

my moods, feelings and emotions are somehow all under your control.

hi everyone! do you all brush teeth first then eat breakfast or eat breakfast first then brush teeth. since young i always eat breakfast then brush teeth. but this morning i thought a little about it. early morning alot of germs in the mouth, if eat first, its like swallowing germs right? should brush teeth first then eat right? hmm, maybe i'll do that from tomorrow morning onwards.

today was another hell day la! morning was kinda nice though. alright, so i abandoned the idea of tagging along with my family to JB for shopping and dinner. so i stayed at home to rot again. i'm rotting my weekends away recently. went for a swim just now though. other than that, i was taking naps and watching tv. lazing around like a useless bum. hahaha. =(

just finished watching this really sweet show on channel 5. its about a guy who was hypnotised and dated this really gigantic girl. he always thought she had a supermodel figure. then he found her not only pretty but kind also. one day he woke up from the hypnosis and realised she was super fat. but he also realised something, he had really fallen for her. so they lived happily ever after. oh ya, talking about sweet romantic movies, i wanna watch lake house!! =D

sweet isn't it? its exactly like what i posted yesterday. never mind if the person is ugly. if that person is very fat or anything. as long as the person is nice and there's love. its alright! outer beauty can be important to a certain extent but inner beauty is above all. don't be surprised if i'm with an elephant one day! haha, but i think i might have fallen for a person taller than me...

i got something to announce, i think i'm metrosexual. i think i have a split personality. but i'm not saying i'm gay, i still love pretty girls! haha, its scary. one moment i am being macho, shouting around, playing soccer, playing hockey, scolding people and stuff. next moment i am bitching around, love shopping, gallivanting, acting like some sister among my female friends. gosh, and i have always felt that girls got better fashion than guys. am i turning into some bloody gay? somebody explain, someday save me. girls are calling me sister, some guys are calling me bitch. wahaha, its funny la, but maybe that's just me. no wonder got this idiot always say i'm hanging out with girls. hur hur.

forget about that topic. did a little bit of thinking and realised why all the not-so-good looking people out there have boyfriends or girlfriends. i was such a fool, i always think that looks are super important. its wrong, looks aren't that important after all. people, don't ask me why i did such kinda thinking. i just realised it awhile ago. ya, looks are not important at all, if the person is nice, however ugly they may look but still nice. so don't be surprised if you see me holding hands with an ugly duckling one day! wahaha, just kidding, i don't really like ducks. their quacking is freaky.

ok everything up there is dumb. anyway, i was really sadistic today. i studied in the morning and started to feel really stressed up over all the exams. so i went out for some fresh air with my phone, wallet and sunglasses. i took a bus to boat quay and then walked all the way to chinatown alone. its quite fun to explore the outdoors alone. chinatown was kinda interesting although chinese new year was long over. so i felt more relaxed and headed back home. i always love doing such retarded stuff. well, just another saturday wasted in boredom, loneliness and rot-ness. ugh.

i always love fridays! haha, today was my classmate's birthday, then this pro baker friend of mine made her famous oreo cheesecake. fantastic, superb, excellent, delicious! haha, then leon, james and i skipped chinese lessons today. we went to the bench at the fourth floor to slack, talk rubbish, talk about buildings around us and saw this retarded girl at tkgs playing netball alone. haha.

after school, i volunteered to help do some painting for a teacher. all my fellow school mates, if you all see the big words saying "NATIONAL EDUCATION" at the notice board beside the main staircase. i am proudly the one who painted it! wahaha! the teacher was evil la, after i finished painting. she told me to let it dry and then paint A FEW MORE LAYERS. she say it will look nicer. excuse me! i volunteer you still want so good service ah? but its ok la, if you wanna do something, do to your best. otherwise, don't do at all. moreover, its a service to my beloved school.

then i went to collect my contact lenses at suntec city. was walking around when i met two of my friends. so we decided to go look at clothes for prom. we went marina square to eat and see. so i finally bought something for my prom, i shall not say what it is or the surprise factor is gone. so 1/4 of my prom shopping is done today. i really hope that i can fly one day and without wings, wings are ugly on me. =)

a chain reaction of sadness and gloom ::

second post of the day! so today i met robin and kel. first we took a walk at sim lim square to see computer stuff. next, we went arab street for nasi padang. dropped by at delta to pick some stuff. then off to queensway to see shoes and photocopy stuff. ate hotdog at ikea. went training at ccab, then just got home now. what a busy day.

oh ya, i'm scraping the VJ plan. i just remembered that one of the coaches in my club is the coach of NJ! i should be able to get there as long as i want. so the question now is, should i? my back hurts and i'm feeling somewhat down today. don't know why...

woke up this morning with terrible aches greeting me. got a nasty backache and aching terribly at my neck. i couldn't even walk properly. thus, i didn't go to school today. somebody said that i was like an old man. anyway, i'm feeling much better now.

soon, i'll be going shopping for prom night clothes. haha, i'm looking at Burberry. but then again, topshop and zara are also quite cool and cheaper. i do not know, guess i'll have to wait till my mum gives me money for this extravagant shopping trip. haha, tonight there's training. i'm gonna go meet kel and robin now to eat, walk walk and slack before going for training. tata!

i was really bored and had this silly thought today. if you really love someone alot. one day that person is disgifured terribly or something, you will still love that person alot. this love its not only about BGR, but friendships and stuff. kinda interesting yea? imagine your loved one become terribly disfigured, will you still love him/her? just some food for thought, maybe i'm retarded.

alrights, today was a great day because for once, school ended at 2pm! just came back from gym at club and some shopping although i ended up buying nothing. the new section at raffles city shopping centre is great! so i went there and there was Ben & Jerry's, Nike and many other new shops. oh ya, the crumpler there! i wanna buy that big big bag, but i wanted green. the person told me it was sold out island-wide. so sad right? then i saw this really nice pair of Birkenstock sandals! that will be on my wishlist! wahaha, finally there's something to save for again! =D

something random for my dear readers which happened in a msn convo moments ago...

ivan: terrorists got anthrax, the white powder virus. they are powerful

pam: powderful you mean?

ivan: haha

hello everybody! have you all ever flunked a chinese oral exam? i think my friend did, and this was what that was shared with me. you all know the punctuation mark which i call double dash(--)? its used for breaking sentences up or something like that. the dash looks like the chinese character of "yi". since there is two dashes, it looks like "yi yi". btw, "yi" means one to some chinese idiots out there. so my friend happily spotted the double dash and read it out as "yi yi". lucky my friend didn't read the fullstop as fullstop. so cute right? hahaha

today i saw mediacorp actor edmund chen at my house downstairs. i wonder what he was doing here. maybe he lives around here? haha, anyway its not the first time i've seen him face to face la. his nerdy son is in my school, so i've seen him a few times in school when he comes to pick that nerd up. weather is scorching these days yea? oh, my grandmother's good friend who is a famous local singer passed away today. i don't really know him anyway and i don't think he is so famous. it was on the papers though.

oh ya, few days ago this girl added me on friendster. friendster always gives warning to ask you make sure its your friend before accepting request. who cares, i accepted although i don't know her. then she added me on msn, at first we chatted and made friends. suddenly she tells me stuff like she love me and know i'm a very nice person. all within a day! how retarded and fake la! so i blocked and ignored her. next, i don't know what she did but she freaking got my number and kept sms-ing me! keep telling me to accept her and how much she loves me! stalker! super scary! then i ignore all the way, she started sending e-mails and tags over here. who knows, tomorrow she might appear at my doorstep! moral of the story is, don't anyhow accept friends on friendster. you might just lure a stalker, especially when you have hot looks like mine. =P

btw, school is fun! =)

To the little girl,

i know i'll hurt myself,

but i choose to come near you...

From the big boy =)

today i ate chicken rice whereby there was more chicken than rice. i feel happier now coz for some reasons i'm more motivated to study recently. anyway, something terrible yet funny happened today.

there was this friend of mine which i broke relations with due to some major conflicts we have. we broke relations peacefully though. during recess today, she came to my class to hide my water bottle, throw food wrapper in my bag and mess my stuff up. people, what can you say about such attitude? immature, disgusting and hideous are some of the words you can think of. i can't believe that she being 15 years old can have such a childish behaviour. anyway, it just makes her look ugly. i didn't do anything rash, i simply went to complain to her level head and i hope she will have a good time. haha, kids these days cant face the fact of losing a friend. maybe she was just trying to grab some attention. i just can say, wrong way to get about trying to grab my attention.

coz i know you're the one,

the angel i have found.

i'll do my best to hold on to you,

coz there's nobody else better than you.

we click,

there's chemistry,

but what's holding us back...

i am so pissed because i have so many interesting pictures to share with all of you but i can't seem to upload the pictures! i have pictures like a sign saying "dumb waiter compartment" which i saw in this kitchen at the club, they have waiters who are dumb inside there isit? i have pictures of my classmates playing mahjong in the classroom! i also have this cool name thing i did with salt at Carl's Jr. ugh, never mind.

i think i'm suffering from some anti-social disease. i seldom go out on weekends now. i dont follow my family out on weekends anymore. i have not watched the tv in the living room for a very long time. i will stay in my room all day to watch tv or use the computer. the only time i go out is either to go to the toilet or pick some food from the kitchen. is this a symptom of being stressed? i do not know.

seems like i gonna spend this beautiful sunday rotting at home in my room again. maybe i'll go swimming or gym later. argh!

VICTORY! CHAMPION!

alright, the post on this morning's 50th anniversary 5km race. ladies and gentleman, i'm surprised but proud to announce that i have come in first for the secondary 4 category! wahaha! i'm so bloody happy! previous long distance runs i've been aiming to win. sec 1 i didn't even get any position. sec 2 i got 8th. last year i got 7th. this year finally! what a great year to win! just nice 50th anniversary also. i'm very happy.

it was one hell of a run la, i wanted to give up time and again but i kept going. haha, then went all out to sprint the last 200m or so. almost lost it, second placing was tagging closely behind. instead of feeling exhausted, now i feel super hyper and awake. haha, time to get some rest if i were to enjoy my saturday! phew!

oh ya, i received this really nice handmade card by my kungfu master! i like it alot! haha. one more thing, there's this despo girl who has been stalking me from MSN all the way to my handphone. she really knows how to get sources for stalking me la. its freaky yet quite fun, i'm gonna give her a big time prank then make her get lost forever! wahaha, aren't i evil? that's the way to handle nuisance despos like her! hmph!

PS: thats the problem when you are so hot like me, aiyoh... =D

just came back from victory dinner at club. running for my class at the 5km race tomorrow at bedok reservoir to mark the 50th anniversary of my school so retarded, bought some carbo stuff for me to fly tomorrow. i still think its a psychological effect instead of the substance effect. haha, kinda late, better go sleep now, rest is important for victory. nothing less than top 3 tomorrow!

i just heard some loud banging noise coming from my mother's room!!! i'm all alone and the maid is out! how can there be such a sound! gosh! i cannot stand it, i'm leaving now, got victory dinner at club later. freaky..

oh ya, i finally passed chem test on exothermic and endothermic. =)

when i ask all of you to round up 10.55 to the nearest decimal. a huge huge huge mass of you will give the answer as 10.6. i think the same way too. but a freaking A Maths teacher tell me that it is supposed to be 10.4! what the hell?!?!? i keep telling him again and again, he keep explaining and explaining. so 10.6 is wrong and 10.4, correct. i rather get wrong than write 10.4. it is so retarded la! i cannot stand it! the worst thing is that there are some people who accepted his explanation! what the hell is going on?!? somebody please enlighten me on this.

alright, im off for a snack with kel before training tonight! bye!

i'm numbed! ::

i have a great friend who doesn't hide feelings, is straightforward and very honest with me! yeah! haha, that's something very random. anyway, my chinese teacher brought two mahjong sets to class for us to play during lesson today! that is so unbecoming! what has schools turned into? BUT, it was some educational mahjong, its still the usual way of play, the tiles and stuff. but it is some characters in it for us to form words. quite retarded.

i am feeling stressed. stressed over my DSA decision, conflicts i have, getting my missing touch of gold back and completing my wishlist. today we said the national pledge in malay, it was kinda weird i guess. coz it was pointless to make me say a pledge which i totally don't understand the meaning. its not meaningful at all. must relieve stress, tonight i'm going to club for gym, can train for saturday's long run as well!

i dislike my housing estate, i wanna move to a more glam area! =(

today we recited the national pledge as usual but in chinese language! tomorrow will be in malay language! the day after tamil! how interesting can morning assembly get! maths teacher PMS today, haven't even greeted her and she already find trouble with me in class. madness. then i went to use the staff toilet today, my teacher came in and caught me! wahaha, i was shocked, i thought some rapist came in. luckily he let me off coz he is just so kind. lecture ended at 5.15pm today, so tiring.

prelims are in 7 weeks time. a little description of what i do everyday. the most i'll do is my homework. then i'll just stone in front of my computer screen chatting with people. weekends i might just pick up something to study. other than that, its slacking every night. my school releases us so late everyday, so i think revision has already been covered in school. time at home is just to chill out and relax, don't really have energy to study. =(

bubble tea place nearby re-opened again today! cheaper and more variety now! happily drinking my grape red tea now! wahahaha! =D

i should have known from the start that i was an ASSTART ::

whee! today's chinese O level listening comprehension was so bloody easy! i'm not being arrogant, but its really super easy! it was boradcasted through radio on FM 92.4. haha, so retarded la, reception was quite bad. the sound not so clear, but managed to hear though. then today form teacher major PMS, super scary yet exciting. haha, then had to cab home when i missed my bus which takes 45 minutes to wait.

my form teacher told me today that it just takes one mistake to ruin all the good things that you have done. she even used ex-convicts as examples. but what she says is really very true. in life, all it takes is just one error to let people mark you down for life even though you have done countless of good stuff.

friday got dinner at club to celebrate our premier league victory some time back. so long already, now then got victory dinner. then this saturday representing my class for that long long long distance run at bedok reservoir to celebrate the school's 50th aniversary. don't feel like running, maybe i'll walk through it! hehe. oh! i still owe miss yap the venice notes punishment, must copy! i rather get caned la! grrrr.

second post of the day! today i sent a card to my friend. my mum told me a stamp of around 30 cents would be enough. i purposely bought a 60 cents one to play safe. coz i wanna make sure that card gets delivered as its one of those handmade cards i did. put lots of effort in. my mum told me that 60 cents can send all the way to thailand ah! wahaha, that's so random but funny. went to some auntie's birthday buffet just now. nothing much one, more of just go there to eat and go. haha, saw this very distant relative like mine. last time look super nerd, now become super pretty, its funny how people change so drastically. i wanna go _____ after O level listening tomorrow!! =D

doubt anything special to be blogging about today. tomorrow o level listening. how am i supposed to prepare? dig my ears isit? haha, shall blog about something meaningful then.

i really wanna thank all the friends around me. when i was in primary school, i admit i was a total ah beng. would hang out with some idiots around void decks after school vandalising and making lots of noise. this is the reason why i always shun away when people ask about my primary school. when i went into secondary school, i brought my gangster traits along. everyone else in class was different, they were really decent people. it was because of the new environment that i began to change for the better. although i was still rather violent during lower sec, i have made a marked improvement up till now. i only get violent when i'm provoked really to the max. so far it has been quite peaceful i guess.

so i really wanna thank all my classmates and friends in school since i was sec 1 till now. hockey has also played a big part, without that sport, i wouldn't have met a great bunch of friends. i have learnt alot from them and became a much better person. also some friends have guided and encouraged me. i really prefer my life now compared to the past, it was a mess in the past. and of course i wanna thank the praying mantis for constantly calling me an ah beng, then i'll work harder to prove her wrong. haha, life is so much interesting and better now. if not for all of you, i would most probably be smoking and skipping school everyday now. i'm also lucky to have got into a great school with great people. thanks everyone! =D

second post of the day. i'm freaking running a fever! i got O level mother tongue listening on monday! i hope i get well soon. few reasons why i love my house, i get to have a clear view of the city and national stadium. this means that i get to see all the fireworks on the national day previews and on the actual day. i even get to see the fighter planes and choppers over my rooftop, they love to hang around here before proceeding to the stadium. haha, and i tell you the sound of the planes are so bloody loud that you can feel the ground shaking. how cool is that, the power of sound waves. argh, i feel terribly sick. to add on to that fever, i have headaches and aching all over. i even went to play soccer just now. i'm dying, better sleep early. =(

farewell BBQ last night in school was fun although it gave me a sore throat. my dear juniors are superb cooks! then there was a mini concert by my juniors which was super cute and nice of them. didn't know they have such a playful side. finally my 4 years of service had come to an end. didn't really feel anything when i was in school coz this year had been somewhat a bad year. also got a Parker pen and a card as a gift from teacher. then went home kinda late.

when i got home, i browsed at some pictures we took over the years. start to miss those times and all the wonderful memories started to come back. really missed all the moments like kayaking sessions in changi, sailing sessions with 'Lau Kok Kok', the stay on the Navy ship RSS Endeavour and of course all the Sea Competitions. in the 3 years of the competition my batch participated, we won overall champions for all 3 years. missed the times when we used to cheer loudly together as one, then waiting anxiously for the verdict will we finally got assured of that big trophy. how we used to kayak with all our might through the waves, encouraging one another, fighting for one another. also missed the times when we would go through the torture and pain during trainings, encouraging one another to push on.

all the experience and fun we had will be etched in my heart forever. all the wonderful memories will never be forgotten. all the hardship we have been through has made us grown over the years. this post is a tribute to the passing out batch of TK Sea 2006.

so today sch ended at 10am, don't ask why, read yesterday's post. this morning before assembly, my two stupid friends were bored and began to have a little sparring session. i was the timekeeper. they fought really intensively and suddenly both of them stopped. one of them freaking dislocated his last finger, it was damn gross! so he went hospital straight even before school started. horribly terrible.

time for story of the day. went for lunch with two friends after school. we boarded this super crowded bus. few stops later, this man boarded. he started to shout to everyone to squeeze in. we moved and squeezed. next, he stared at me and freaking told me to keep moving in. there was no space so i didn't move. he started to raise his voice to get me to move again. this time i was really mad, ignoring the huge crowd on the bus, i shouted back, "you so smart you move, i let you through you try squeezing in!" that bloody old man loser started to say i'm rude and even threatened me saying that he was a CID and took out his wallet to show me his pass. end up he didn't show me his pass, so i shouted back, "CID, so what?!? don't threaten me ok, i'm just telling you there was no space to move, catch me la!" then he demanded for my IC and i just ignored.

throughout the bus ride he kept quiet after that, everyone in the bus was sort of grateful to me for keeping his mouth shut. he was super irritating, trying to act big in there as though he was some commander. it was super obvious he is not CID, too old to be one. when the bus was less squeezy, he started strolling up and down the bus. i then realised he was kinda lunatic. so i felt kinda guilty for shouting at him, but he was really super irritating. the thing that happen next was super funny, my friends kept laughing. he then took out his mobile phone and try to snap a picture of me. instead of avoiding or scolding him. i simply smiled at the camera! wahahahaha, everyone was laughing like mad. then one old woman on the bus told me to leave him alone, he is lunatic. i didn't really care about him anyway. what an interesting bus ride la! quite fun, got that hero feeling, lol.

school ended early, but i only went for lunch. i didn't go out, i'm such a good boy yea? lol, gotta go back school later for a little ceremony. tonight got camp in school, but i think i'm only going for the BBQ and the mini concert. don't really wanna stay overnight in that spooky school. home is the best!! =D

life is so weird, yesterday was a terribly bad day. yet today i survived a full day of school without feeling tired at all and feeling super great. haha, life's so full of ups and downs. there are many things weighing on my mind though, still have so many stuff to settle and problems to solve. nothing particularly interesting today. oh ya..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YU QUAN

oh ya, tmrw sch half day to celebrate our band's victory! yipee!! okok, gonna go get ready for training tonight! tata! =P

it was the most disappointing day of my life in school for me, thus i left school early today. people, don't bother to ask me what happened, doubt i'll say anything. only mrs chee has caught me and heard the whole story before she let me off. english prelim oral moments ago. the teacher knew my english was good but chinese was horrid. we were laughing about that for quite a while. besides saying i should read slower, she said everything else was excellent. i think that's a very good sign for me!

today is a gloomy and sad day, i don't know why. skipping yesterday's lecture was bad, today we were told that we would be punished to copy the powerpoint slides for 10 times. that's very bad, i rather get caned than copy so many times. i am lazy but not afraid of pain. the gang and i gave an Azzurri performance during recess at the street soccer court. we always play better when yu quan is not around, hehe. i found out something interesting today, i got 3 friends with the same house number of 87. lucky number eh? anyway the message of the day is, the phrase 'you reap what you sow' is not true at all, trust me. life is often unfair, that's why it is called life and not fair.

tomorrow english oral prelims, kinda scary? anyway, i'm stopping national training until after O levels! alright, the gang and i skipped social studies lecture today to play soccer, this was my convo with my teacher.

Teacher: why didnt you ask everyone to go for lecture instead?
Me: i did told them its venice, new topic, but they don't want.
Teacher: then why didn't you leave them and come?
Me:if you come beat them, join them!
Teacher:*hiding her giggle then frowned*

this part is for TKsians only. just now after SS, i was walking and saw Mr Singh playing street soccer with sec 3s in his long sleeve shirt and pants! not PE teacher, the take attendance singh! we bully him less ok? he is quite a nice guy actually! =)

i just reached home from school. i came home early because i managed to fool my teacher with my acting skills. he thinks i'm sick so he allowed me to come home! but i really feel terrible anyway. yesterday i woke up around 11am and all the way till now, i haven't had a single bit of sleep!

so last night i met the hockers at esplanade for dinner before heading to robin's place at ang mo kio. in case you were wondering who went..cooks, kel, pau, jack and me. we had lots of fun eating, playing games, watching horror movie and of course watching the world cup finals! pau is really horrible, ghost show not scary, everyone laughing, only she alone screaming and hiding. super noisy. i hate david trezeguet, i'll kill him if i was french. i wanted france to win so badly, but hard luck. not only did my france lose in world cup, my nadal lose to federer in wimbledon finals. how unlucky. =(

anyway, after the match, we made our own breakfast. i went to bathe and changed into my uniform. so from ang mo kio, i travelled all the way to school. i was late for school, but managed to sneak through without a booking! then my struggle started when first period started, my eyes were too heavy. so here i am, finally at home now. time to sleep! oh gosh, i now realise the importance of sleep! =D

yawns, just woke up. yea its kinda late coz i watched the world cup 3rd and 4th placing last night. as expected, the germans won. bastian schweinsteiger did really well, it could be considered hat-trick for him. something interesting, he is my friend's friend. how cool is that?

although tomorrow there is school, tonight will be madness. meeting some of the hockers to go to robin's place to watch the world cup finals. his place is all the way at ang mo kio. i'm bringing my books and uniform, then go to school from there tomorrow morning. i think i'm so gonna sleep in class. but this is something that happens only once in four years, how could you afford to miss it right? i think it's gonna be really fun! time to go shopping with mummy!!! =D

this morning went to school for a little street soccer session with the gang. super duper fun la! then we headed to Carl's Jr. for lunch. as usual, that place never disappoints me. fantastic!

my friends are right, korean dramas are really nice and sad. i randomly just watched one. the guy loves the girl alot but she keeps rejecting him. he got real angry and poured out everything he has done for her over the years and told her all his effort and stuff. then she was sad, but told him that she felt happy that he finally admitted how stupid he was. she rejected him again. then they met each other again, this time they told each other to take care and stuff. the girl tell the guy must forget her and live happily. the guy was smiling but when he turned awayt and walk off, tears start streaming out. all alone, the girl then screamed out to thin air that she really loves him alot too. but she has this illness that cannot be treated and is dying soon. she don't wanna accept him because she afraid that when she dies, he will be super sad and keep thinking of her all his life. i almost cried la! so touching! oh my gosh, it is good!

so i managed to do the hairstyle which i saw on a magazine sometime back correctly today. nice hair with my natural born handsome face. perfect match! wahaha, kidding. today i learnt that the wedding ring is worn on the fourth finger coz there is a pulse there and its linked to the heart. its true, try it, there really is a pulse there. yesterday, i also learnt that i have this friend who plays with her pen when she is bored. retarded?

i almost lost my fatherhood during training yesterday! the ball was hit hard and high towards me and it hit my....thigh! phew! lucky man, almost hit my *ahems*. now i have this round tatoo on my thigh. so ugly and painful. as usual, if you go home after school early, you can always find pretty girls at the bus-stop. i'm home early today and i saw a few. hahaha, my eye candies. oh ya, there was this pretty girl who sat the same bus as me and alighted at the same stop as well! i think she stays around my neighbourhood. i'm a friendly neighbour, she can be my friend yea? lol, i sound like some big time despo. nah, i'm not that bad, just entertaining my eyes. its still early, might go gym or jogging later!

today chinese o level oral. i'm so dead. did so well for the reading part. but when it came to the discussion. i was stucked. it was about maid and employer relationship. i hanged and didn't know what to say. i'm so dead. forget about it, don't wanna talk about it already.

anyway, going for training now. nope, not national. i'm skipping it to go club training. club training more fun, who cares about national. haha, school may be declaring holiday next monday because of the world cup finals. how great is that? alright, gonna go meet kel now to slack before training. tata!

so the new com came. bloody hell, alot of my stuff missing. there's nothing i can do anyway, at least some is still around. did i mention that my chinese o level oral exams is tomorrow? oh no..

the principal boasted about her band again. she said, right after our band performed, i told myself, "that's it, we are winning it again this year." that was way before the results are announced and indeed they won it. oh my gosh, when you win, you can say what you want isn't it. so that was why i wanted them to lose, then she what she has to say about it. arrogance. but its true, when you're good, its hard not to be arrogant isn't it?

the gang was supposed to go settlers cafe after school today but the plan was changed in the end. i needed to go home for a nap. anyway, a little about my nap today. i forgot to close the curtains, when i woke up, i was all sweaty. i was being barbequed by the sun rays on my bed. tomorrow national training got beep test to run. my last test was 11.11. hope to achieve at least somewhere near 13 tomorrow!

i just received an sms by the computer friend. he is bringing my old com back! all repaired and ready to slog for me again! haha, luckily my stuff are all still intact. i hope i won't make it explode already. so i'll get back all my files, music and pictures which are all so so so important! yipee!

ah, just back from my superman with siYI and laura. siQI also went, haha..that's siYI's elder sister. it was a lame show, superman will never die. the only part i liked was when superman took his girl for a slow flight in the starry night. it's so awwww. oh ya, did i mention his flawless complexion? anyway, as usual, laura and me wouldn't stop bickering la. was eating fondue then happily bathing at club before i met them at cartel.

why superman never dies?
firstly, he is not called SUPERman for no reason. secondly, when he is hurt, all he needs is a little sun ray to heal and recharge. if new york is at night, the sun comes to singapore. do not worry, coz superman can fly to singapore to recharge withing seconds. therefore, as long as the sun exists, superman never dies.

today my bus went past this school. i saw the field and they were having some soccer training. i looked carefully, they were girls! i must say they play quite well from that few minutes i watched. who knows one day women's soccer will be more popular than men's. no more world cup, just the women's cup. ok, that's stupid and lame.

tried my dad's O2 PDA phone today. pretty cool, can even sign in msn. stylish, trendy but expensive. but i'll never really like it, too business style. not my type, im a student, not a businessman. clam-shell phones are more my type. what i want in a phone is..bluetooth, 2 megapixel or above camera, mp3, clam-shell, 256k colour or above, photo editing, external memory, converter and GPRS. many phones fill the criteria, but their prices don't fill it. haha, late night study time! =)

i just got home, its so late and i have school tomorrow. i spent the first part of my day with three chao sng aunties(cooks, fen and steff). we went to eat pepper lunch ,walked walked a little and they kept bullying me!! then we went delta to collect equipment. then it was still early so we went to some bread cafe to eat this sticky bread thingy somewhere at Sixth Avenue. then steff dropped us at CCAB to help out with some school coaching. ben and kel came too!

after the training was over, we all headed to Holland Village for dinner! robin and his wife, pau, and someone i don't know joined us too! after eating, we went to this place called Settlers Cafe. it's a bloody fun place! pay a certain amount of money for an hour or more to slack there. comes with drink and snacks. the main thing is you can borrow any board games you want there and make lots and lots and lots of noise playing it! it was really fun and interesting! i love that place, best place to slack!! i just realised they have outlets at clarke quay and most importantly katong, so near school!! must go more often, bring the gang there one day. hur hur.

three free periods tomorrow morning! then after school go collect my free superman tickets and watch later at night! four tickets, so far its laura, siyi and me. one free ticket left. anyone? =D

there are two types of listening ears in this world. the first type just wants to be a busybody and pretend that they are concerned about your problems. in fact, they are just kay-poh and need some issues to gossip on. the second type really want to know what's troubling you and will think hard to help. if they can't help you solve, they will at least try to cheer you up. i'm abit of both, which are you? haha

anyway, my dear france beat brazil in the world cup quarter-finals this morning! my King Henry scored the one and only winning goal! maybe france will win the world cup coz they are protected by this spirit thingy. remember zinedine zidane? he had wanted to retire from france but decided to join back after he had this spiritual encounter with 'something' that told him france will go far if he don't quit. the newspapers reported about it sometime back. kinda scary if france really goes on to win it yea?

so i slacked my whole day at home. tomorrow is youth day, a school holiday. just woke up from my afternoon nap which was not so nice coz i slept in a really weird position. i could have got injured from that! haha. the good thing is, tonight i'm gonna have a fantastic dinner again! but i think lose out to last night, last night was abalone restaurant, tonight is seafood restaurant at east coast! will do anyway, whatever isit, as long as good, i'm eating all of it! time to go change and get ready! =)

yes, tanjong katong secondary school has won the best display band award AGAIN. that is the 5th consecutive time and 10 years in a row of victory. that's an amzing feat. i wanted them to lose actually, then can see all their arrogant faces change, especially my principal. but now that they've won, got no choice but to be happy for them. like i always tell others, "if you can't beat them, join them!"

so the thing was held at national stadium, my previous post left off from me reaching home after leaving kel's place. so i slacked around at home awhile and left. the national stadium was like a tin packed with sardines. and the surrounding is like a oven heating the sardines. we were almost melted by the sun. i'm all red now thanks to the sun.

anyway, just came back from this super fantastic dinner. it is some abalone restaurant. we got our own VIP room! there's a waitress to specially serve our room. the room also has sofa, big screen for karaoke and great sound systems. although the food didn't taste great but since they were expensive food stuff, i've got to pretend to say that it was super delicious. the bill must be damn high i'm sure, but i didn't ask. best thing to do is to shut up and eat. i'm such a loser, first time dining in a VIP room. one table, just us, the waitress and the food. time to watch soccer! =D

just finished watching the germany and argentina game with sunil, jude, rajan, kel and ishak. we're at sunil's house. came straight from training. its so late but i'm gonna go kel's place to play winning eleven later! hockers just rule. band comp later in the day, will update later. tata!

10.46am
just came back from kel's home. ishak and i did not play winning eleven there, we simply went to sleep. was too tired. oh ya, yes its true that the west side has more pretty girls than the east side. the east side has more handsome guys than the west side. no offense to anyone at the east or west. stay tuned for the SYF 2006 post i'm publishing tonight!