woke up this morning with a terrible mood and a terrible weather outside the window. had a terrible fever yesterday and also committed a sin last night. so i decided to take one of those sadistic reflection walks of mine after lunch today. i've done it several times already. it is those walks where i will walk for long distances with no destination but just keep walking till i am tired then i'll take a public transport home. i even walked from my place to orchard before! today's walk was a shorter distance. i walked from my place to marina square before taking a train home again. these walks always make me feel better. when i'm all alone and start to reflect and think of stuff. sometimes i also learn things from such walks and sometimes i will sort of see the light to certain issues. yea, today is a moody and gloomy day. ugh.