i just did something crazy again. nope, didn't go robin's house in the end. however, i walked from club all the way back home. this long walk made me learn something at least, be contented and don't ask for more. anyways, where's a friend when i needed one most? oh ya, i'm happy that jeremy tan is joining RECS. we're gonna be stronger next year. one more thing, i freaking won an award just now. my prize was a bottle of gel and i was given the title of Young Casanova. dammit, i rather win the best player award and get an $150 adidas voucher instead. grr, nights.