can i have a weighing scale this christmas? i don't know, it seems like i'm putting on weight. i was looking at the mirror yesterday and felt that i was growing a little fat. finally i'm growing fat after so many years coz i never seem to grow fat ever since i slimmed down from my primary school days. imagine, a fat ivan. haha, must be the lack of hockey trainings and the tons of food i've eaten. i think i'll go running and gym-ing later. ugh, i must not grow fat!