last night was a really hard night to pass through. i had to lie in a fixed position, cannot twist and turn like i usually do. i had cramps on my upper body every few minutes. my upper body was also aching throughout. it was really a tough night. when i breathed in too hard, i get those piercing chest pains. its terrible i tell you.

just came home from hospital for my checkup. mc is given till the 14th this month, but doctor says i can return to school when i feel alright. i'll never feel alright la. dammit, he's also gonna remove my stitches just few days before my O lvl practical exams. what if i'm still not very mobile by then how? i always don't have enough time to complete. this week till 20th is truncated timetable. its specially for the big Os. i better try to get back to school tomorrow or the day after. otherwise, i'm really dead.