I FREAKING COUGHED BLOOD OUT LAST NIGHT! but i didn't really care, i just went to sleep. these few days pretty cool la. i got to drink expensive ginseng bird's nest and also treated like royalty la. haha, but of course got bad stuff also. from surgery over till now, i only washed my hair once and wiped my body once. never bathed. when i was wahing my hair, it was also a horrible experience. luckily i haven't been shitting, or else i would have problems wiping! heh.

last night was easier to sleep somehow. when should i go back to school? i do not know. anyway, my friends are saying that truncated timetable in school now is a waste of time. they say keep doing papers only, never learn anything. but doing papers is a process of learning things what. they ask me to rest all i want before going back. ugh. i really do not know. anyone wanna come visit me? i'm getting super bored. bleah.

oh ya, i did something super retarded yesterday. because my wound was bandaged so well, i could not feel any pain at all. being the dumb person with itchy fingers i am, i decided to try poke the bandage. then, i felt it! goodness me. i finally realised its a bandage after all, its not a shield. =(