Tell me one more time
Why your heart cannot be mine
Look into my eyes and say
That love has gone
And I'll be man enough to walk way
Tell me one more time
Why your dreams cannot be mine
Coz I won't believe it's true
Until I hear it from you

so much memories, reminiscences, past, history and whatever came flashing into my mind again. it happens over and over again. from the beginning till now. it keeps happening. but why am i the one to face it? why am i the one to face it alone? i thought such stuff was long gone. i thought it was all just part of that dark moment in my life last time. then it came again, at the wrongest of times. at the time when i'm so motivated to study hard. is this another one of life's test for me? i don't know. right now, i only know that tonight is gonna be a long long night to pass...