F*CK LA! i studied real hard for prelims. never this hard before. study really like mad, no joke. its really the kind of studying you would expect from a big fat nerd. guess what? L1R5 a shocking 32. not a joke. this teacher said, school ranking went up recently, paper must go harder. another said i didn't practice enough. i did the whole ten year series! i finished ten years of O level papers. if that is not enough, i don't know what is.

chinese never study get A1 for Os. everything else study, get shit marks. so now what? first three months can sit at home and relax already la. my VJ dream fly away already la. i am super pissed. like i once said, when bad things come, they all come together at one go. people are labelled crazy coz they pay for life threatening activities like bungee jumping or parachuting. i'm not so bad either, paying a huge sum for a surgeon to cut me next monday and put my life at risk. cool eh? ya, adventure and thrill. who wanna join me? anyway, friendly against that australian school again tonight, playing for club this time.

disappointment; weary; frustrated; (a middle finger smiley to be inserted here)