taken for granted, but i'll never fail to say good night...

sometimes i wonder how much i'm cherished by my friends. do they treasure me as much as i treasure them? maybe i'm just an entertainer to all of them. if i come, then good. if i do not, it wouldn't matter anyway. maybe i'm just a joker that comes and go to everybody around me. isit? i do not know. too many times, i'm taken for granted. maybe its true that people only cherish after they have lost someone.

i'm shooting nonsense again, never mind. haha, my friend found the perfect term to describe me today. sissy lesbian. behaves like girl, doesn't like guys but still like girls. wahaha, in other words, a straight gay. contradicting but logical. its amazing how i'm admitting myself that i'm a gay. madness. =P

i made friend with this TKGS teacher at the traffic light moments ago after we witnessed a little incident. we were laughing and talking about it together. she told me she was a teacher in the school but didn't tell me her name. malay teacher though. alright, not friends, acquaintances. haha, i thought it would be a great day since morning but it was a boring day after all. i'm still admiring my new hockey stick, haven't got a chance to use it. =(

i think 2006 is a great year for me. i won the impossible long distance run in school. i never thought i would win it since sec 1, all those foreigners were too strong. i won it eventually this year which is also my final year. i did well in my first major exam of 2006. the mid-year examinations, first time my teacher did not have to call my parents. then the O level chinese A1 thingy. hopefully my prelims and remaining O level papers will go as smoothly too! yay! =D