It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do

To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry
I can't let you see what you mean to me
When your hands are tied and your heart's not free
Are we meant to be
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Painfully pretending I don't love you

i got something good for everyone today. today i finally realise how parents feel. but i felt it in another perspective though. when parents are protective of their children, it really is for the child's own good. but when the parents get labelled annoying for being over protective, i guess the feeling really sucks. well, i felt that feeling today. yup, it ain't nice. i'm not a parent so its not through parenthood i felt this, but it was friendship. i've been straining friendships recently, maybe its because i'm really being too nice. i should wake up my stupid idea of being too nice to people. perhaps i should slow down a little bit. i've done, think and hope for too much. maybe some things are just nothing but illusions and dreams. its the same cruel cycle again, and sadly, this cycle always happens to me. hard luck ivan.

i just read something interesting about the singapore law today. you can get married at any age in singapore! if you are under 18, you just need parental consent! wahaha, means kindergarten kids or even babies can get married! lol, even i can get married now! lol, anyone wanna marry me? its funny. oh ya, if you are bored, click here to try this seemingly childish but somehow accurate thingy.