you may be perfect,
but never there at the right times,
never there with the right emotions.
she was full of flaws,
but always there at the right times,
there with the right emotions.
although not-so-perfect,
i've chosen her.

i burned some aromatherapy stuff when i slept last night. it surely has an effect, i woke up really late this morning afternoon. so i spent the whole boring day at home watching DVD, playing computer games and hunting for my missing pack of potato chips. what a boring day.

come to think of it, i have quite a barbaric childhood. bullying people when i'm in kindergarten. i had also got into trouble with the law at the tender age of 6. that year, my older cousins and i bought some zippo refill and burned this whole playground. it melted, police came, we ran. till today, we are still not caught. thinking back, it was really something terrible to do, why would i have the guts to do it. it was like a big fire in the neighbourhood, luckily nobody was harmed or anything. terrible. then at primary 5, i did stuff like extortion in school. got lots of discipline problems in primary school. i do not have any contact with my primary school friends. coz most of them were bad influence and others i was too ashamed to face them.

i was a really horrible kid. luckily i have changed alot since then, or else i think nobody would wanna even be my friend now. i almost fell into the gangster category last time. i could well be a school dropout smoking on the streets. luckily i did not fall into the trap. but i think i still carry some evil essence with me these days. well, i do not know, surely there would be some scars left behind yea.

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lemme cover a little on festivals and occassions. who created friendship day, father's day, teacher's day and stuff? such days were created long ago. i believe it was by some poor gift shop owner. why do i say so? such days are an obvious way for gift shops and florists to get rich. they can make loads of money on such days. it seems like the true meaning is no longer there, its about making money. if you love your friends, everyday is friendship day. you love your partner, everyday is valentines' day. so on and so on. don't you people think so???

kbox-ing tomorrow anyone? =)