Journal of a Foolish but Brave Sailor

210207 13:49 Reduced.
a short sleep, a nice dream, a bad ending to the dream, woke up, life's back the way it is
last hope: AMTHGF

knowing a storm ahead, yet braving the storm
my ship braved a storm on purpose, didn't get past it, back to where i am but luckily my ship was not destroyed. however, time and effort was wasted. my ship may have evaded destruction but certainly was damaged by the storm. as reparations need time, my ship will have to wait quite awhile before it can set sail again. in conclusion, after the storm, we're back to square one and adding on to that, we received damages.

lesson learnt: i knew the storm was impregnable, but i tried still. next time, be sure. it must have been painful for my ship to go through the storm and now my poor ship has to take time to recover. really, lots of time and effort wasted just to brave the storm. experience gained. had fun braving the storm though. proven the saying, you reap what you sow is false. i plucked up my courage, put in all my effort and did all i can to try get through the storm, but i didn't succeed in the end. low morale. emotionally, mentally and physically exhausted. doubt i'll be sailing again anytime soon.

key words: stupidity & delusion

I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN.